The next morning i came to Demi's hotel. I wore a white T-Shirt and basketball shorts. I got to her room and saw she was sleeping. My snapback was hanging on the corner of her bed and the daisy i got her was in a glass of water on the table. I sat down next to her with my back against the bed and waited for her to wake up. I grabbed her hand. Her tiny hands were nothing in my hands. I liked being bigger than her. I can hold her, and she can nuzzle her head into my neck. I can carry her, and i can protect her. Plus i like it when she looks up at me. Thats the best. When her big eyes look up and meet my eyes that are looking down at her. I love that. Also i love when she wraps her arms around my neck and when she hugs me. And when i whisper in her ear i can smell her sweet scent. It was half an hour till she woke up. Once she did I was the first thing she saw. She smiled up at me, "Niall, im hungry." I laughed, "let go get you some food then." "No no, i want room service" she said in a fake fancy voice. "Okay ill call it what do you want." "Um, pancakes" i ordered us both pancakes and we ate them on the beds together. "Im gonna go get ready." She did and then we left. "So were do you wanna go?" "Lets go to the mall" "Dem, wont there be to many people there?" "Niall its fine whenever im in London i go there." "Okay" we drove there and walked around and only a few fans interrupted us. It was later on, Demi went into a store and i stayed outside. I was just leaning against a wall when this teenage girl showed up. She looked about 17. "Oh hey Niall im back." "Um who are you" "Niall stop playing its me, your girlfriend." She was talking loud so others could here her, She came closer to me and grabbed my hand, i pulled it away. Then she saw Demi coming. She pushed her body against mine, and pushed me back against the wall. She was strong. She flung my arms over her shoulders and kissed me. Right as Demi saw, she ran away. I pushed the girl to the side, "Demi come back!" I yelled. She dropped her bags in the middle of the floor and left them, she was running and turned out of site. I grabbed her bags and ran out the nearest door. When i got to my car, no site of Demi, i opened the door. Inside was my snapback with a paper inside, "I took a cab." I got in and turned on the car and drove to her hotel as fast as i could. I knocked on her door, "Demi can i come in" i heard the sadness in her voice, "no i want to be alone". I heard another door open and close and lock. Her bathroom. I opened the door and walked in. She locked herself in the bathroom to keep me away. "Demi it wasn't what it looked like" "Niall, you weren't even moving, or trying to stop her. You just let her kiss you. She had your body and hers pressed together against a wall Niall. You did nothing." At this point i just broke down. I sat down against the side of the bed and threw my head back. Tears escaped my eyes. She must of heard me sniffle, "Niall a-are you crying" "Yes. I am. Theres nothing else i can do. I don't even know the girl, i didn't move because i was in shock. I didn't know what to do." I had my head in my hands when i heard the door knob turning. I saw her walk out, her face was red and puffy from crying and so was mine. I jumped to my feet and grabbed her hands, "Demi i swear i wouldn't secretly date another girl. Its not something i would even think of doing. Im not a heartbreaker. I haven't been in a serious relationship ever before, and haven't had a girlfriend in years. Why would i do that. I wiped away the last of my tears and waited for her to say something. But she didn't. She stood there looking down. "Demi. Demi?" Nothing. More tears escaped my eyes, i got on my knees and grabbed her hands again, "Demi please trust me, i would never break your heart. Ever. If i did i would feel horrible, like i do know. Please Dem, please forgive me. Im stupid i didnt know what to do. I was in shock. I get flustered when having to act fast. I couldn't just push a fan off. Im not some bad boy that hits fans and pushes them around. Im Niall. Im in One Direction and i play the guitar. Im not some rebel or star I'm just Niall. I get barley any solos and play the guitar the whole time at concerts because im barley singing. Im almost worthless in One Direction. Lots hate me and hated me because i was so ugly, and i still am. But im okay with that. I would rather be Niall than some bad boy in a boy band. I would rather be a boy and play with toys then be a adult and play with hearts. I just want your heart to be mine again. Please" "Niall I, I-" i stood up and she cut off her sentence and wrapped her arms around me and rested her head on my shoulder, "Niall I'm so sorry. I was just scared you would break my heart. I didn't want to loose you to another girl." "I don't want another girl. I just want you. And your not worthless, or ugly. never say that again because its not true." I moved my arms to her chin and lifted up her face so her eyes me mine. I wiped away the tears that were still bursting from her eyes. She rested her head on my shoulder again, i kissed her on the head softly and rubbed her back. It was then i looked up and saw a blade and drops of blood on the bathroom counter.
