SONG OF THE CHAPTER - UP Feat Chris Brown. Just because the song makes me happy!
Louise's POV
I've been and got an abortion. It was one of the most hardest things I’ve have to face in my life. But it's for the best. When I'm ready, me and Justin will have a child together. But that's not for a while.
Justin and I went out for some frozen yoghurt after the event. We had our hoods up and Ray bans on.
''You ok then babe?'' Justin asked with a concerned look in his eyes, i loved him when he took interest in my feelings.
‘’Yeah, I’m all good, I’ve got you. What could be better?’’ i said with a smile. Justin lent down and kissed me on my forehead.
‘’So, tonight, me and you are going out for a meal. Just us two. You and me, you and i, vous et moi.’’ He winked as he whispered in my ear.
He never knew i spoke French so i thought i’d surprise him.
‘’ merci, je t'aime’’(thank you, love you Justin) I said and his eyes widened and he spoke again.
‘’ vous êtes sexy quand tu parles français!’’ (you are sexy when you speak French) i giggle and he grinned at me.
We threw our rubbish in the trash can and headed to Justin’s car hand in hand with flashes going off everywhere and our names being shouted from different directions.
A girl about 6 came over and held out a pen and a piece of paper to Justin. She had a JB top on and she had her hair in pigtails.
‘’Hey cutie, what’s your name?’’ Justin asked bending down to be eye level with her.
‘’Cassy’’ she said with a giggle. Justin signed her piece of paper and stood back up. Cassy looked at me with her mouth open, and waved at Justin to bend back down.
‘’Is that your girlfriend?’’ she asked.
‘’yes, this is Louise’’
‘’She’s beautiful, Justin.’’ Cassy said with a smile.
‘’isn’t she just? Bye bye sweetie’’ and with that she ran back to what looked like her mum.
I couldn’t believe it. One of Justin’s fans called me.. beautiful? Wow..
Justin’s POV
I couldn’t stop smiling at what little Cassy just said. I looked at Lou and she had a tear rolling down her cheek and she was grinning a little. I wiped the tear away with my thumb and carried on getting in the car.
We headed back to the tour bus. Next stop, Sweden.
Louise’s POV.
We got back to the tour buses and we sat in the living area with Scooter, Kenny, Pattie, Justin, Ryan, Ryan and Chaz.
We were all playing monopoly and Justin was loosing.
‘’Dude, give me a chance! I hardly have any money as it is!’’ Justin said to Chaz.
‘’Bro, just pay up!’’ with that justin stood up and flipped the board all over everyone, the board hit me in the face and my nose started to bleed.
‘’JUSTIN SEE WHAT YOU DO! STOP BEING A SORE LOSER! AND FORGET GOING OUT TONIGHT BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO ANYMORE!’’ I shouted and stormed to the bathroom to get some tissue to sort my nose out i said bye to everyone individually and give everyone a hug except Justin. I just walked to the side of him and went to my bed.
‘’Lou, come on. Open up! I’m sorry!’’ Justin said for like the 100th time. I heard him slide down the divider and sob. I just ignored him and went to sleep.
The next morning i woke up and Justin was asleep on the sofa with red rimmed eyes.
I was still giving him the silent treatment until i feel i can be bothered to talk to him.
I took a shower and got dressed into my play suit and my denim waist coat with my purple converse.
I left my hair to dry in its curly state and made myself a cup of coffee. I sat on the opposite side of the sofa to Justin and ate my cereal and listened to my ipod. Right then i decided to ring my mum.
Phone covno (L-Louise... M-Mum.)
M-Hey Sweetie! How is everything!
L-Great im having a great time! We should be arriving in Sweden in a few hours! How’s Taylor?
M-He’s good. He’s made a new friend so he’s not in that much anymore! We have new neighbours. Well anyway hun, i have to go Gregg will be here soon!
L-Mum, who’s Gregg?
M- Oh, just a date i have tonight.. bye hun love you
And with that she hung up i just say there staring at my phone. I decided to play Come Home To Me on the guitar that i had been learning whilst been on tour.
I strummed lightly and sang along. Then i played overboard and when it got to the chorus Justin miraculously woke up and started singing with me. So i just stopped playing and put the guitar down and got up to walk to the bathroom to brush my teeth when Justin grabbed my wrist.
‘’Louise Smith, how many times do i have to say i’m sorry?’’ he said with pain in his voice. He stepped closer behind me and kissed my neck, i turned around and looked in his eyes and he looked down i wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. He seemed surprised at first but got the hint and continued kissing me.
After 10 minutes of making out we decided to go out and have some food. So we went to Mcdonalds and got some food!
Justin hasn’t stopped apologising all day, i just keep telling him to shut up because it doesn’t matter but he seems rather torn about it.
‘’i’m so-‘’ i cut him off by kissing him hard.
‘’shut up now ok?’’ i said and he laughed and took a bite out of his burger.
After we’d finished we put our hoods up and walked out to meet Kenny and Pattie.
‘’so let’s go shopping!’’ Pattie said.
We walked into Hollister and i bought some booty shorts and a top and Justin bought some skinnies. Kenny bought a baseball cap from jjb and Pattie bought some skinnies and some black heels – she knows how to rock them!
We headed home and me and justin snuggled in bed. We were justin looking at each other when justin started to hum favourite girl and i smiled into his chest. Im glad we’re talking again, it was only a night we didn’t talk, but i could never do that again.. ever.
