It was the saddest story
To let go of someone you'd always wanted to be with forever
To know for a fact that you'd never see him again,
Hoping, always hoping that your road will meet again someday.
Perhaps, perhaps never again.
Oh how I miss your sweetest smile,
And maybe even your angry eyes.
Whatever it is that is involved with you,
I would gladly want to see, feel, or even hear it.
Is there even a chance that I would hear your melodious laughter once more?
Perhaps, perhaps never again.
Please don't make me remember those cold, lonely nights
When you stayed by my side even when my heart is already shattering into pieces.
You showed to me that your warmth will be forever mine,
But where is it now? Would I ever feel you against my skin once more?
Perhaps, perhaps never again.
My heart is torn and my soul ripped into a thousand clutter
My eyes are bleeding, bleeding for our love that was lost in the dark.
I could feel the emptiness slowly wallowing me up into complete nothingness
The misery of each heart beat burying me into the depths of the unknown abyss
Oh, Would I ever feel a pain so great like this someday?
Perhaps, perhaps never again.
You would always remain so dear
To my heart that was once yours to keep.
Oh love, would this farewell be perpetual?
Perhaps, perhaps it would be.
-- otingbata.
