Soulmates Don't Exist

Denial

I'm fed up!! All of this soulmate trash is annoying. Ugh!! Oh,sorry about that my name is Yaten Kou and currently my two best friends are lecturing me about finding my soulmate. I've heard this from them billions of times already since we came to earth and I'm not exaggerating. According to everyone and their mothers your world is supposed to flood with colors when ever you meet that person, but I don't believe it. Just because you were "destined" to be together doesn't mean you have to be. Even though I argued that they never listened. Sighing I walk out of the room. I've seriously had enough of this. How can you just meet someone and think you're perfect together? This isn't a fairytale, it's reality. Taiki says I'm not being "honest" with myself and to be completely honest with you I think she's right. It gets lonely when there's no one to talk to. Seiya, Taiki and I still hang out together, but I don't see them as much as I used to. I wonder, when did I start to feel this way. Everyone wants someone that makes them feel special and I guess I'm no different. It would be nice to meet someone that likes my for me and not my fame or my looks, but let's face it there's not a girl that doesn't like our band and all of them just like us for those reasons! None of them see the real us. I don't want a soul mate if I have to be stuck with someone like that!! I don't think there's anyone in the world for me and that's my reasoning for not believing in soulmates.