Confusion

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Cool AF Cabin
Cameron pov
(Oh shit it's gettin hot in here)

We rode back home but we dropped Michael and Jacob off at Madys house and I decided to hang out with Felix at my place. "Cam, your parents aren't like ever home. When was the last time you've seen them in person?"

"About two months ago, but they're really busy people. They're both and they're very young too, both of them are about 32." My parents had me at 16 and they're tight AF. I Skype them all the time and they should be coming home for a month in 2 weeks, I honestly can't wait. A ring suddenly came from my phone and it was a voice message from Kendall, I clicked on the play button and I couldn't believe what I heard, sex noises.

"Ugghhhhhhh, that's the spot! Mhmmmmmmmmm Kaleeeeeeee!" I stopped playing it and tears uncontrollably flooded my eyes. I grabbed my leather jacket and pulled it on, I ran into the garage and hopped on my motorcycle. I put on the helmet and turned the bike on, Cameron and the others started calling my name while I hopped on then started riding off.

She cheated on me, I can't believe her. I rode to the cabin my parents had built for me and my friends, mainly Mady and I since we've been friends since the diaper days.

I rode out and parked my bike behind the house, only bikes can be parked outside the house not cars. I got inside and turned on the heater, the house was soon cozy warm and I finally let my tears go. Tears turned into sobbing and I freely let my feelings out, all of the confusion with these flashbacks.

"Omg Cam right there more, more!" Desperate and whiny screams came from the mystery person, they sounded beautiful to me. I was sucking on something, maybe a Popsicle? But wait. WAS I SUCKING A DICK.

I cried harder and harder until I was sobbing so hard that it was hard to even breathe, I heard the door open and looked up to see Mady at the doorway. "Cammy! What happened sweetheart?" She ran toward me and sitting on the couch.

"Y-you wouldn't u-understand, it would take forever to e-explain." I stuttered uncontrollably, she smiled and wiped a tear off of my cheek.

"I've got plenty of time darling and boy do I have a story to tell you." She said, we exchanged stories and I told her all about my feelings that were getting stronger. But it turns out those girls wanted her back in the group, I felt absolutely terrible since that's what drove Mady to her first suicide attempt.

"Wait. OMFG CAMMY THAT MEANS YOU COULD BE GAY LET ME CRY FOR A MOMENT." Mady loved the lgbt community, and I mean she was the biggest LGBT community supporter that I know that isn't gay. Well I'm pretty sure she isn't. (mady aka me is not gay btw)

"Aw baby! Don't worry it's a good thing! Come here!" Mady brought me into a hug and I just cried, she soothingly rubbed my back while I was cuddled into her. She always looked after me since my parents were never home, she was my mother figure.

"I-I'm sorry." I choked out, tears were still flowing out and they weren't planning on stopping. Mady gasped and kissed my forehead, she rocked me back in forth.

"Baby none of this is your fault, it's all Kendall's for hurting you and she's going to get a piece of my mind." My sobs calmed a bit and I relaxed a bit, my breathing started slowly getting slower and slower till I drifted to sleep.

}Mady{

Cam had fallen asleep in my arms and I laid him down on the couch. My poor baby, I can't believe he never told me nothing about this. I went to the fridge and grabbed the hot chocolate mix and a couple mugs, I decided to text my mom and tell her that I was going to spent the night with Cam because he really needs it.

I poured water into the mugs and then the coco mix, then stirred them. Cam whimpered in his sleep and wrapped his arms around himself, I put the cups in the microwave and turned it on. I hurried over to Cam and threw a cozy wool blanket over him, he sighed in content which made me smile. I grabbed the hot cocos and put them on the coffee table, I turned on some Netflix and started watching Ouran Host Club which is so funny.

I was soon interrupted by Cam who woke up and lifted his head, I opened my left arm so he could snuggle under the queen-sized comforter with me. "Hey babes, you still tired?" I asked softly, he still was awfully tired. He put his head on my thigh and fell back asleep, I felt extremely bad for my best friend since birth. Cameron is like my brother and when he feels extremely bad, I feel the exact same thing.

I curled my legs up and paused the Netflix. I could truly use a nap after the crazy day I've had, it is 8:00pm. I texted Felix, Michael, and Calum to tell them that I was staying the night so they didn't need to worry. I yawned and cuddled into the couch, I can only hope that everything will be alright with my friends. Because right now I only feel that everything is going to go downhill from here.

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WAS THAT A GOOD CHAPTER?!?! anyway happy thanksgiving to all my U.S readers which is a majority of you. but since THIS BOOK HAS 1K reads I will try (can't promise it) to update more often. But I would love to thank my fabu friend aestheticdimples who makes all of my kawaii book covers. Okay I'm gonna go now everyone have a fabulous day and may the odds be ever in your favour <3

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