Old but still Young

Admit it, your dead

No no no no no. This.....I......impossible. Not yet. Not now. Again and again my hand went through them. I can't be not yet. Then I had the best idea all I had to do was to get back into my body I mean how hard can it be so I did just that. I lay down onto my body expecting me to come back alive but nothing happens. I must have done something wrong so I tried to get in through my mouth but it was impossible. I was stuck like this forever. My parents couldn't even hear me how is this even fair. My parents had to leave the hospital because it was closing time I went along with them still not admitting that I was dead there was no need for me to get into the car but I still did. The whole journey was silent we got back home only in about 15 mins but it felt more like 15 hrs. Slowly we all walked into the house (well my parents walked I floated or something) only to go through another period of dreadful silence. That's when it came and hit me. That's when reality hit me. That I was dead and there was nothing I could do about it.