Healing Scars.

Kyler’s POV

“You’re such a fag” Brandon hissed, pushing me to the floor. I felt my eyes sting with tears so I turned my head away, I didn’t want him to see me cry. He kicked me hard in the stomach twice and walked away laughing with his friends. I picked myself up and walked home.

My stomach hurt a lot and I was sure I was going to have a bruise from those kicks. Once I got home I went straight to my room and jumped into bed crying myself to sleep.

I woke up two hours later with a headache, wishing I could die so I wouldn’t have to face Brandon again. If only I weren’t a freak. Thinking about that I got up from bed and grabbed my razors, making two new cuts in my wrist, then four, then six, then eight. I didn’t stop until my whole left arm was bleeding.

This is for being ugly.

This is for being stupid.

This is for being a faggot.

I carved the word into my flesh and watched as the blood oozed form the cut. Fag, fag, fag, fag. I fell asleep with blood dripping down my arm, hoping that I wouldn’t wake up the next morning.

*Next Day*

Unfortunately, I did wake up. School had always been shit for me. I’d been teased, bullied, punched, been made fun of since I came out of the closet. All my friends stopped speaking to me and that was when Brandon and his group of assholes started messing with me. Because I was a loner and had no one to tell about the brutal beatings or the things they called me.

I put on my black hoodie, skinny jeans and my beanie along with a blueish scarf and left to school, not even saying goodbye to my mom or brother. It was freezing outside; winter is as cold as fuck here. My arm itched a lot when I had taken a shower earlier it burned so much I had to cover it with a towel. I had put a couple of Band-Aids over the bleeding cuts, but it’s not like anyone cared if I cut or not. As I pushed the heavy doors of school open I thought to myself “This day is gonna suck”.

I was shoved against the lockers.

“Aw, the little fag is here”

Fuck.

 {Authors Note: The picture at the side is Kyler by the way!}