Soul and Life

13 - I won't give up...

Dani's Diary

I put some Arctic Monkeys on my iPod and just laid down on my bed. Already one month going to school and my only friend was Mark. I mean, it's not like I have a problem with that, my only friend is one of the cutest boys at school! But, I felt lonely. Mark would be with his everyday friends the whole time, and he would come to me when he saw I was feeling... well, left out. He would also talk to me in class as we share desks. Angelina didn't seem to have any problems making friends thought. She was already with a big group of people, hanging out and eating lunch.

Angelina knocked at my door.

Angelina - Hey...

Me - Oh, Hey, what are you doing here?

A - Well... They were all talking about a party I wasn't invited to and then I remembered... I don't know these guys so well. It's been only a month since I am going to this school. And I mean, for you too, and I know you haven't been on the best conditions at school so... I just didn't want to leave you alone if I wan't enjoying that either.

Me - Thanks.. *Smiles at her*

A - But that guys that's always talking to you is kinda cute *Smirks* What's his name again?

Me - OKAY! Back off *laughs*

A - Okay! Okay! *Laughing*

We laughed after that for a while, just randomly talking about happenings in our lives. Since Logan and Angelina moved out Lauren and me have been... a little bit off...

Me - I just can't stand it... The last day with you, Christina finished the band, LIKE ONCE FOR ALL!!! And I just feel like I have no reason to be... I don't know... trying?

A - What are you talking about? What happened?

Me - Well, Christina has been really weird lately and when Lisa, Kath and the rest told us we were going to public school, I just said: "But we're in the band too!" And... OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS ALL MY FAULT!!!

A - No! Dani, don't say that. It's not your fault. You said it yourself. Christina was weird.

Me - I know but she said that the band is over right after I said that!... Gosh... I can't believe I never noticed that. I have to talk to them. I won't give up... not until we don't start the band again.

Angeline nodded and after I went with her to the door and she went home.

It's Sunday, everyone's home. I went to Amy's room, where of course Kath, Lisa and Lauren were there with Amy. She's still sick, I don't get how she can be sick for more than a month.

Me - Hey girls, where's Christina?

Kath - I haven't seen her in the whole day. 

Kath looked pale... it wasn't normal.

Kath's diary

Dani came and asked where Christina was. After that she was staring at me, not exactly at me but at my arms. She looked kind of weird. Maybe it's too obvious? I mean, nobody has said anything or stared until Dani. Since Kelly made me try drugs nothing has gone well...

Amy's Diary

We were all just chilling when Dani came and started talking to us about putting the band back together. It wasn't a bad idea. She wanted to put a cover up and show Christina that we would continue the band With or Without her. But after that we had to disagree.

Me - Dani, I'm *cough* sick! I can't sing *cough* and as you can see *cough*, I can barely talk *cough* without cau- *caugh* -ing...

Kath - Yeah, and I haven't been feeling well lately...

Lisa - Is it because of Kelly?

Lauren and Dani - What?

Kath - NOTHING! I am just... not good.

Dani - Lisa? Lauren?

Lisa - Well, I--

Christina - What is happening here?

**To be continued...**