Do You Care?

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Do you care?

Do you care that I cried over you?

That you caused me all this pain?

I know you hide your emotions.

You do it so you can't get hurt by others.

I understand that.

I thought that you could at least trust me.

You didn't.

Even tough I was there for you.

I would walk on a thousands shards of glass to see you smile.

Your smile lights up my whole world.

But it tends to be a rare occurrence.

That saddens me.

When you laugh its like bliss to my ears.

I wish you would laugh more.

You laugh and smile in public.

But I know its fake.

I liked it when you really smile and laugh.

I liked it when I was the reason for that.

But I'm not anymore.

You pushed me out.

I got too close to you.

And this leaves me wondering if you care.

If you care that I love you.

I mean, I know your broken.

But I am too.

I would have tried to fix you like you did for me.

You started to fix me without even knowing you were.

Do you care that you help fix me?

I hope so.

I love you.

I'm not lying when I say that.

I love your faults.

I love how your annoying sometimes.

I love your stupid jokes.

I'm in love with you even when I'm angry at you.

I'm in love with you because your not perfect, your real.

I wish you would talk to me more.

Or at least just look at me.

Even though we're not together anymore.

I love you.

Do you even care?

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