Taylors P.O.V
I looked downat the empty peice of paper in front of my face.
I'm finding it had to get these words out of my head.
My inspiration; Joe Jonas. I know what your thinking, why is she writing about him again? I thought she got her revenge. I did. But I almost feel guilty about making his life Hell. He could go on twitter with out getting hate. No one should go through that.
The guilt came out of the blue. I was having one of them days. My days when I want be alone. These day usually consist of getting up late grabbing some coffe then going home and spending time with my cat, Meredith.
So for the last few days this guilt has been boiling up and I need to get it out before I takean emotional breackdown. Honestly I do that somtimes. I grab the pen and write down the first 2 lines.
"I was reminiscing just the other day,
While having coffee all alone and Lord, it took me away."
I laugh at the obviousness of the lines. I spill out the next few.
"Back to a first-glance feeling on New York time.
Back when you fit in my poems like a perfect rhyme.
Took off faster than a green light, go,
Hey, you skip the conversation when you already know."
What to write next. I go throught the darkest area of my brain, the memories. I rember the day we met. It was new York, almost picture perfect. I rember walking through central park after meeting in our hotel lobby. We didn't know we were staying and the Same place so it was a nice surprise. We saw this horses walking past with cartridges dragging along them. One of them had the most interesting face pattern, it looked like it had side burns, so we called it Kevin. Kevin's joes brother and band mate but you already knew that. We thought it was hilarious at the time but now looking back,it sounds kinda mean. So that night I posted a note on this door saying "i never saw Kevin looking so good xx" I can't believe this started off one of the biggest heart breacks I have gone through... It was good now I look back. I'm smiling like a fool at all the memories.
This gave me the inspiration to carry on the song.
"I left a note on the door with a joke we'd made,
And that was the first day.
And darling, it was good never looking down.
And right there where we stood was holy ground.
Spinning like a girl in a brand new dress,
We had this big wide city all to ourselves.
We blocked the noise with the sound of 'I need you',
And for the first time I had something to lose,
Well I guess we fell apart in the usual way.
And the story's got dust on every page,
Sometimes I wonder how you think about it now."
I wonder what he's thinking, I wonder where he is? I hope hes thinking about me know. No Taylor. No. Don't think about that loser. He broke your heart. He hurt you. ALOT.
Just when my brain was functioning on full capacity, I hear a buzzing sound Brecking my thinking sequel. I have a text.
From: Selly
Party at mine. Put on you dating heels got some boyfriend material coming along ahahaha!<3
Typical selena. She's my best friend. I can't believe she's doing this, she only wants what's best for me so I have to respect her for that!
