Sorry :-(

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I woke up early that morning so we can head home cause my mum really needed my help on some thing shes doing to the house. Jasmine had her head on my chest and it was so cute, she looked so comfortable with her hand on my six pack but i really needed to start showering..

"Morning Jay."

"You're awake?"

"Yeah but you looked so comfortable with you're arms around me, so i stayed." She said making her fingers moon walk on my stomach.

"Yeah thats why." I replied sarcastically taking her fingers away from my chest. I think she feels i'm pushing her away, but i'm just not ready for another relationship.

"What evs." She said rolling her eyes and sweeping her loose hair out of her face.

"Sorry Jas, i'm not ready for another relationship." I confessed rubbing her back.

"Oh" She replied getting up and walking into the bathroom that was right opposite the bed.

"Jas-"

"No Jacob... It's cool.. Still friends." She added and smiled a tinny bit, then she slammed the door behind her.

I feel really bad, i like her but im just not ready for that drama. Wish she would understand.

Soon after she came back and was picking her clothes up. I smiled and her and she sighed quietly and was heading back to the bathroom.

I grabbed her arm, making her swing to me, i looked in her eyes. I admit i love her, everything about her, but now is a bad time. "Look Jacob I don-"

"Shut up. I like you .... I love you...I want you. But nows not the right time for any of this. I need to find me again, i promise i will get back to you.." I stood there. Face to face with her, a tear ran down her face but she quickly wiped it away.

JASMINE POV

OMG..... Did Jacob really just say that.. No really did he, cause i can't go out with him.

I want to but can't. You see my dad and roc's dad want to do business together. And they want their grand kids to own it so if me and roc get married so the business would stay in both families. But I don't like Rocs fam. Hes a cool guy and all but his dad tells him 'The only way to keep a woman straight is to beat her' but if i told my dad whats going on it would kill him and the business. Hes so happy, i don't wanna be the cloud in his blue skies. I told my step mum but she said 'Why are you always so selfish. Me me me, thats all there is with you! Well your dads happy and so am i cause guess what comes with business? MONEY, and lots of it so Shut the Hell up and take it!' I Miss my mum, she would of helped to bad she died...

But Jacob .. He's always been there ALWAYS. It kills me that i can't tell him or he will get hurt ... Roc's dad knows bout jacob and if jacob knows he will try and stop the business. Thats why Rocs dad has higherd some men to make sure jacob becomes paralysed. I love him to much for that.

I looked into his eyes and stroked his face once slowly " I can't do this... I'm sorry." I said then rushed out of the bed room in tears.

I ran down stairs and the cleaners where cleaning the mess from yesterday and all of Jacobs mates where there and i was still only in his shirt. My face dripped with tears.

"Yo jas you ok ?" Asked Craig.

"Where's Jay? Is everything alright?" Ray added.

Then i looked over and saw Roc... I missed it when we where mates... Believe it or not we were once as close and me 'n' jay.

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