ritual

Chapter four

~Luna's pov~

I woke up the next morning still pissed at Andy. I needed to talk to him, then I remembered I was going to break fast with him and needed to get ready. I hopped In the shower James was still asleep so I tried to be quiet and not wake him up. As I got out of the shower James knocked on the door. "I'll be done in a minute!" I yelled out to him. "don't take to long Andy's waiting" he sneered.

I slipped into my black skinnies and one of James asking alexandria shirts. Then I applied black liquid eye liner and ran out of the bathroom. I kissed James quickly then ran off the bus, as soon as I saw Andy my heart melted. He smiled at me and hugged me lifting me off the ground.

~Andy's pov~

Luna looked absolutely stunning in her jeans and slightly too big for her AA shirt. I cant help but be in love with her. Im gonna have her no matter what it takes. "hi, um Andy we need to talk about your tweet. You can't go around saying things like that it pissed James off." Luna snapped at me as soon as we stopped hugging, her smile had disappeared. "why the fuck does James care about what I say about you!" know it was my turn to snap on her. "he's my boyfriend he has the right to get mad about what you said!" she practically screamed. "boyfriend?!?" with that final word I walked away how come she didn't tell me?

She chased after me calling my name but u didn't turn around I couldn't I was to afraid the tears might slip out of my eyes. Finally we were back at the bus she followed me on still trying to get my attention. "hey Luna!" Jake exclaimed happily hugging her. I gave him a death glare once he noticed he let go of her. "hi Luna looking mighty hot today!" Ashley said winking at her. I had enough of this bullshit "you know what Luna you can just leave it's clear you don't share the feelings I have towards you! So just go LEAVE go cut yourself some more bitch. Your nothing more than a worthless slut!" I screamed regretting the words as soon as they came out of my mouth.

I had to turn away as I saw the tears fill her eyes then spill out. She ran off the bus balling her eyes out, nobody else moved. "Andy what the actual fuck dude!" Jake said before walking off the bus, probably to go find Luna. "that was harsh." Ashley said solemnly then walked to the bathroom to get ready for today's show. Cc and Jinxx just looked down disapprovingly. "wow and here I was thinking you guys were my friends!" I screamed before marching into my bunk.

I sat in my bunk trying to resist the urge to pull out my razor. The tears spilled from my eyes and in a hazy half conscience stage I reached for my razor. I began to slice my wrist watching the crimson blood poor out. Even heros break sometimes.

~Luna's pov~

How could my ex best friend be such a heartless bastard. I should have known when he stood me up for prom he was a loser but I guess I didn't learn my lesson. I began to cry harder thinking about the night of Andy's senior prom. He asked me since no one at the school besides me and the other bvb members really liked him . Of course I said yes I had been in love with him since the moment I laid eyes on him (I know corny). I got ready he was suppose to get me at 7pm as the hours passed I relized that he wasn't coming. Finally at midnight he called me saying he had moved to L.A. And wouldn't be coming back any time soon. I forgave him for that but this time I didn't know if I could do it. He knew I was sensitive about my scars and cutting past, the fact that he brought it up tore me apart inside he was suppose to support me and be there for me.

I walked on to the bus tears still spilling out of my eyes. I walked into my bunk and shut the curtain. Andy was right I'm worthless and should cut myself. I found my old razor and cut jagged lines into my arms watching the blood drip down my arm and onto my bed. James walked on to the bus and heard my sobs. He ran to my bunk and was horrified at what he saw me with blood spurring our of my arms. He began to cry "how can you do this to yourself!?" he asked. "Andy called me a worthless slut and told me I should cut myself, so that's what I'm doing." I replied in a surprisingly calm voice. "I'm gonna kill him!" James respond and with that walked off, or should I say ran off the bus. We were set to perform in less then 5 hours and I was a mess how could I do this.

*hi guys sorry for all the violence thanks for reading. Sorry to make Andy seem like such a bad person