Youth 2

Chapter 3

"Shhhh, mamma is sleeping" I hear Neymar whisper the baby Matheus. I am not actually asleep. I get up and put on my clothes. I tie my hair up in a pony tail and make my way to the kitchen where Neymar is with baby Matheus.

"Bom dia" Neymar smiles as I walk in the kitchen.

"Bom dia" I say, taking Matheus in my arms and kissing him softly everywhere.

"did he make a lot of noise?" I ask Neymar, as I walk across the kitchen to get something out for us to eat.

"yeah"

While Neymar is making  breakfast for us I sit down breast feeding Matheus. I noticed Neymar starring and mutter "pervert" under my breath.

"what was that?" He looks at me, smirking. Oh god no...

"what was what?" I raise a brow.

"nothing"

Yesterday was a tough night. I got in bed but didn't sleep til 3:00 AM. I couldn't stop thinking about Neymar and what he said. I know for sure he wants us to be a couple and get closer, just like before. That's not going to happen. I don't want to start a relationship again. I am tired and sick. Sick of love. The only love I have is for my son and family. Don't get me wrong, I do also love Neymar but as the father of Matheus and good friend. Yet, sometimes I want to tore him apart.

I put Matheus down on his seat and Neymar plays some cartoon on his Ipad. It was Rafaella's idea to get him an Ipad so he can watch cartoons on it.

"so what are your plans for today?" I ask, taking a big bite from the toast Neymar made. Neymar can actually make a nice toast now, I am impressed.

"nothing really, take Matheus out with Rafaella, or spend some time with you" He smiles, than looks away as if he regrets what he said.

I know its still on his mind. He is still thinking about yesterday and so am I. To be honest, I have been trying to distract myself with other things. It isn't that easy. 

"Well we could go out to the movie" I suggest. I don't know what made my say this. I know he wants to spend some time with me and going out to watch a movie is a good idea. It is kind of stupid of me, I am trying just keep my focus on Matheus but here I am wanting to go out with Neymar. I am a bit confused. 

"movies? you do know we have a baby and he needs you to breast feed him, right?" He chuckles. 

"yes, I know. Well I can pump milk and Rafaella can do the mom job for tonight, don't you remember how she took care of Davi when he was little? oh and Davi would love to see his brother, since he is with Rafa for today, remember?" I am reminding him. He seems lost to be honest. 

"oh yeah, right but the problem here is why are you even wanting to go to the movies? we are not high school couples, don't you remember?" 

"well, you are the one who wants to spend some time with me, stop saying I am the problem Junior" I smirk. I missed it. When we played around with each other, but I am not letting that happen. We are going to be goof friends for the sake of the Matheus. 

He smirks back. I am going to admit, he will always look incredibly sexy. 

"Okay Forealla, so it's the movies then. How come you want to go to the movies?" 

" I don't know, I want to watch something new, is that a problem?" I smirk, and he chuckles. This is like old times. 

"No not at all, but what movie do you have in mind?" He asks. 

I don't have any movie in mind. I just want to  go to the movies because I feel like anywhere else would be too much for me. Like the attention and that shit I hate.  

"we'll think of one once we get there, after all we are going there tonight and it's not even 1:30 yet" 

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9:30 PM 

The slim high wasted jeans makes my ass look bigger than ever. I am dressed a lot better than the past few weeks. 

I come down stairs and bend down to unplug my phone. I see Neymar standing there frozen. Literally he was starring at me like  he's never seen me wear something nice. 

"what is it?" I snap my fingers. 

"n-nothing, since when did you decided to dress like..d-dress s-sexy" 

"you like it right?" I smirk. 

"yeah" 

He starts the car and I play some music. 

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