Niall Horan Imagines

Insane (Part 2)

if you haven't read part one please do read it x
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I woke up to my mom shaking me hysterically. I felt breathless with sweat that made me half drenched. It felt like I'd fallen into the deepest dark pit and then been pulled out after years. "Are you alright?", my mom asked me, confused and surprised more than concerned.

I had a blank expression on my face after whatever I'd seen in my dream and it scared me so much that I now felt terrified to close my eyes again. "Did you take your medicine last night?", she asked me. But I did not, instead I'd flushed that pill down so that mom has no doubt on me when I say I've had my pill.

I just slowly shook my head saying yes. She looked over my side table and picked up the morning tablets and handed it over to me with the bottle of water and stood beside me bed till I didn't take in the pills. When I did she left the room saying, "quickly get ready, we need to go to the doctor"

"But didn't we go yesterday already?", I asked her. "Well love, I think now you regularly need to be checked up, things are slowly starting to get weird", my mum said turning around, and then walked down. But then I started thinking about the dream again. I couldn't get it out of my head, even worse, there were hundreds of questions in my head which I felt were left in answerable because there was no one I could ever ask about.

I went inside my bathroom and got the bath ready, before I put my foot in, the words that the boy said look into the mirror repeated in my head again and I did so. I got back into my bath robe and looked into the mirror...
I saw nothing, after a while when nothing was happening I turned back to my bath.

When I looked into the water I screamed loudly but it seemed like no one would hear it, the whole water was blood in color, I turned around and saw my bathroom door open, with Niall's step mom starting to walk in with the hammer in her hand. I could feel screams coming out of me, calling out for Niall, I looked down at myself and I was wearing the outfit that I saw on myself in my dream and looked back up. This time I actually opened my mouth and bawled, "NIALL WHERE ARE YOU"

I saw him come storming inside and shouted out, "You leave her alone now!" and came stood in front of me. "Niall you better move aside right now before you get hurt!!", devilishly grunted out Niall's step mom. But Niall didn't move he stood right there in front of me, and everything that had happened before me going to therapy, basically all of these memories were coming back to me. All of these memories that psychologically were put somewhere at the back of my head, all of it started coming back to me.
Also the reason whyI hallucinated and saw Niall in my therapy yesterday. All of these hallucinations were my memories of my past.

I finally managed to get up, or so as I was seeing it happening while I was hallucinating. Niall's step mom pushed him aside and walked up closer and closer towards  me and raised her hand. The moment she bought it down to hit me I saw Niall come in between. "NIALL!!", I shouted out and tears started pouring out of my eyes. She hit him so hard on his head that he didn't open his eyes ever again.

His step mom immediately dropped the hammer in shock and and took two steps back with her expression in pure astonishment of what she's done.

"This is all your fault", she said grinding her teeth and looking at me with even more powerful hatred.
I rushed down to Niall, where he was lying suffering from all the blood loss. She picked up the hammer again. I started screaming my lungs out,"SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP!"
and then I saw mom and dad, they rushed into the bathroom and got hold of me. They held my arms and kept telling me to calm down. After screaming and shouting for a while, I came back to my normal self and then realised that everything that I've been seeing, everything that I've been hallucinating and believing it wasn't a disorder, want any problem inside me, but was something that was a part of me before the memory about it got removed from my head.

Mum and dad made me sit on my bed and kept telling me to breathe slowly.
"Why have you been lying to me all this while? Why have you done this to me?", I asked.

Mum and dad looked at each other first and then mum started, "y/n when the accidental murder took place you went into a state of shock which was really hard for you to come out of, you went into taking depression pills and what not, we tried everything we could to get all of this to the back of your head and when we did you started having hallucinations after a while, and when you used to say that you could see a boy we got scared that those memories might come back to you so we put you into therapy so that you could think that it's just a problem that you're having", mum finished.
"What happened to his step mom?" I asked.
"No one knows what happened to her that night. We immediately called the police but she disappeared"

"Can I be alone for a while please", I requested both of them.
When they left the room I closed my eyes and lay down on the bed.
I went into my deepest thoughts of that night, opened my eyes after a while and when I turned my head to the right I saw that horrid woman lying down beside me.

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