A Mistake Once Made
Imagine sitting there in the middle of a classroom full of people but because of a decision you once made you just feel like running away escaping far away from everyone. Just simply because you once fell deeply in love just because you felt you should give your all to someone you love yet not knowing their real intentions were to just hurt you and see you in pain, not knowing he would tear you're heart apart like an animal tearing its lunch.
Being in love can be a beautiful thing but falling in love will only hurt you and tear you apart, you're not meant to fall in love but be in love. Don't get me wrong everyone has its own opinions about love but nowadays a fairy tale turns into a horrible never ending sad story of heart brakes and attempt of murder simply because of when being deeply in love and blinded with it you do things that you would never normally do and this includes pictures videos and many other more and we all hear the same line 'I promise I won’t tell or show anyone baby' and in the end we find out that's all lies. But that won't end there.
Imagine waking up in the morning putting on your uniform preparing yourself to leave your house and enter a world you just want to stay away from, imagine plugging your headphones into you're phone and pressing the play button while closing you're door behind you. Imagine walking down the road and then reaching the bus-stop and when you're bus comes getting on it meanwhile trying to ignore everything and everyone around you.
Then finally after roughly 30 minutes of a bus journey you reach your destination and then you have another 10 minutes’ walk until you reach the main entrance of your school. Imagine taking off your headphones and switching you're phone off and all of a sudden hearing 'Eww, look at how her skirt looks, her hair, the way she walks or even look here she comes she’s brave coming into school' simply because of one mistake you once made which then spoilt everything you had built with hard work and loosing everyone around you. Imagine sitting in a room full of people but feeling alone and empty........silently drifting into thoughts and flashbacks.
It's amazing how one little thing can spoil everything, yes it's not always you're fault but you both had a play in it however being bullied or picked on is the worst experience you can ever feel and I guarantee you that there is someone in your school, college or even a family member who you can talk to. Never leave it unspoken you have rights as well as having feelings too, when it all goes wrong never give up just keep on fighting for your dreams and keep working towards success and believe me I'm 100% sure you will achieve and don't worry about being a 'loner' 'lonely' because being out-casted can have its benefits look on the bright side you do your work get on with life in your own way without having to give explanations.
Just keep your head held high and take no notice of those who only want to keep you feeling down and depressed learn to show them they have no power over you!
