Finding Hope

Intro

Tonight was the night I have been dreading, Its friday and of course to anyone else its just another day but there not me and its the day I hate most outta the weak due to the fact that jared my foster father comes home drunk and rapes or beats me to make matters worse today is my birthday I just turned 16 . My name is Hope and I have alittle sister named Abby for the past 10 years me and my sister have been in foster care and for the past 5 we have been living with Trish and Jared despite them not being our biological parents living with them wasnt that bad, that was until trish passed away three years ago in in car wreck we all took it bad but Jared lost it.

A weak after the accident he came come drunk , It was alittle after ten  when when he walked through  the front  door Abby was allready upstairs in bed, I couldnt sleep so I was up reading a book on the couch as soon as he walked in I could smell the alchole, The smell was so overwhelming I couldnt help but scrunch up my nose in distaste .There was nothing that couldve prepared me for what happened next, One moment he was just standing there looking like he was about to pass out when all of a sudden he turned to look at me and in that moment I new something bad was going to happen , for a minute he just  stood there staring at me with such a angry expression on his face  and this his eyes whent completley black . It was then in that moment that I new my life would never be the same .

There was no time  for me to even think about what would happen next one minute he was there by the door and the next thing I knew he was on top of me shredding my clothes from my body with unsual strength knowmatter how hard i tryed to fight him and get away he was just to strong and my begging did nothing but anger him more .

"please stop your hurting me" I  begged.

"i swear Hope if you fight me not only will i kill you your sister will take your place and if you some much as tell a single soul you will regret it I swear your life will be a living hell" he said.

Those words stoped me from continuing to fight him off I would endure whatever was coming if only to keep Abby safe ,lying there naked under Jared made me feel sick . He was roaming his hands up and down my body while forcefully grabbing my chest digging his nails in and drawing blood in the process  but there was nothing I could do , I just prayed that I wouldnt have to deal with it for much longer . That was the night I lost my innocense any my world hasnt been the same since.