Six Feet Under The Stars (Zayn Malik Fanfic)

Chap. 10- Confession

(A/N) hey, I'm sorry for not updating but I've just been having personal issues, I also don't really think anyone reads this story anymore but I'll update it anyway. Hope you have a super amazing day. :)

Allie's p.o.v.

"no, it's all wrong. Start again." Ethan, one of my producers said as he stood in front of me, with only a thick glass wall separating us. I sighed, itwas my 4th attempt at reaching an high not on my next single and I just couldn'. It was frustrating, to say the least. "What if we take a break?" Ryan sugested, sitting next to Ethan behind the sound monitors. Ethan sighed, got up and walked out. 

Ryan got up from his chair and walked into the studio booth I was standing at, with the headphones still on my hears and not backing away from the microphone in front of my face. "You didn't sound that bad and you know it." He said. "Apparently, I didnt." I replied. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my head. "Look, why don't we call this off and go get some coffee?" He asked, on an obvious attempt to make me feel better that I wasn't going to finish my single on time and that my label will be really angry at me. "I can't, I have to go meet Zayn as soon as I walk out of here." I rejected. He sighed and let me out of his grip. "What?" I asked, confused. "Ever since you and Zayn started this bullshit you never hang out with me anymore. I know you love the guy but can't you just take a break and spend sometime with me?" He let out. I didn't say anything back as I stood there in shock that Ryan was saying this and that he actually realized that I'm in love with Zayn. "We've known each other for years, Allie. I obviously know you love him, don't act that shocked.  "I'm sorry that you feel that way." I said. "But this is actually part of my job." I continued. "Yes, I know it is, but can't you take a break? I'm your friend remember? I don't know how you changed so much since he came into your life. It's like you don't give a shit about anyone but yourself and him. Can't you see that me and all your other friends have felt ignored because you basically are never here? And I know we spend time together but all you talk its about him and it's like you're not threre." He asked, desperatly. "I'm sorry, Ryan. But I can't not go out with him. It's a public appearence." I explained. "Whatever." He said and then walked out of the booth and the studio without looking back.

I took my headphones off and placed them at their hanger on the wall and just sat on the floor of the studio. I think I just lost my best friend. Everything came crashing down and I couldn't handle it anymore. I felt the tears streaming down my face and I knew that I was breaking down again. This time it wasn't because of what a stranger said or about my fake relationship with Zayn. It was about my best friend walking out of my life and I'm not ready for that, I will never be ready for that. I feel like an awful person because, probably everything Ryan said is true.

Zayn's p.o.v.

I have been waiting for Allie to meet me at my house and it has been 2 hours since she was supposed to arrive. I called Angel, her manager, so I knew where she was.

"Hello?" Angel answered. "Hi Angel, it's Zayn." I said. "Oh! Hi Zayn. How's the date?" She asked happily. I guess she doesn't know where Allie is. "It's not. She's not here." I explained. "Oh My! Well I don't know where she might be. I haven't talked to her today. Maybe you should talk to Ryan. They're always together." She said.  A hint of jealousy appeared but I decided to ignore it because I had bigger worries than my jealousy towards Allie's relationship with Ryan, right now. "Okay Angel. Thanks." I thanked. "Try to go to the studios. She was supposed to be there earlier." She added as I was about to hang up. "Okay,Angel. Thank you." I thanked once again. "You're welcome, Zayn." She said and after saying our goodbyes we hung up. I drove to the studio and asked in the reception where she had been. I ran to the booth she was supposed to be at and walked in. I saw her purse and computer on the sofa but that was all. I looked through the glass wall and I saw her laying on the floor with her hands covering her face. 

Allie's p.o.v.

I had been laying on the floor for I don't know how many hours but it felt like forever. All the bad things were coming back to me and I wasn't handling it well at all. I heard the glass door open but I didn't look up to see who it was. I imagined it was someone telling me to get out because they were closing the studio.

"Hi." I heard the person say and I recognized his voice imediatly. I still didn't look up, I wasn't feeling strong enough to. He sad down and pulled me into his lap. He hugged me and let me cry against his shoulder. "What happened?" Zayn asked as I calmed down. "I love you."