Temptations

My Then and my Now.....

Bambi's POV:

As I turned around and seen Kentrell standing there my face went blank. I was scared as hell wondering how tf this nigga was standing in front of me when he died when his trap house was blew up. I automatically pulled out my shit and told trell to go find KJ .

"Wtf kinda shit is this ???!"

"Woah calm down Bambi , I see u still following my number one rule... Stay strapped at all times." Kentrell said.

"Kentrell I thought u were -" he cut me off

" dead??? C'mon Baby girl yuno I'm hard to kill. Deion dumbass blew up the wrong trap house, now I see why u stopped fwh a long time ago."

" Why the fuck would u fake ur own death and put me through all that shit even if u had no choice but to fake or death u could've cane back sooner, but three mfn years Kentrell !!!!!" By this time I put away my piece and was delievering hard blows to his chest and face and I was surprised he didn't even try to hit me back . I started crying uncontrollably and we both fell to the floor . All he could do was hold me while I sobbed into his muscular chest that I sadly missed so much.

" Kentrell I stayed up crying at nights for three months straight. I was miserable and bitter and right when I finally move on and get myself together u do this. Kentrell..... I'm engaged ." I could tell that my words cut him deep and did nothing but infuriate him . He practically threw me off of him and stood up yelling . I had never seen him so mad before.

" So this is how u stay loyal Bambi ??!? U fucking get engaged to a fuck nigga !!!!!"

I didn't even realize that KJ and AJ were coming up from behind and KJ had his pistol pointed right at the back of Kentrell's head.

" Mark ass bitch wtf u say ?!!!! Who tf u think u is blood" and Kentrell turned around face to face with KJ and AJ they were just as shocked as me. "What TF???? " They both said in unison.

"So I'm guessing u the lil nigga that's been taking care of my baby girl while I was gone but check this shit ...I'm back and I'm taking back my family BLOOD . "

I had to step in bcuz these niggas was finna start busting them rounds any second. "Kentrell just stfu!!! U the one who faked yo damn death and had ME in pain for THREE FUCKING YEARS!!!! U can't do that shit and think u can come back and everything's finna be the same cause shit ain't like that. Trell doesn't even remember u and I tried so hard to forget u ."

" Forget me ??? What happened to ima be here for u always and forever Kentrell ima hold u down Kentrell huh Bambi wtf happened to allat shit?!! "

"MF I waited for u for three god damn years!!!!! Wtf else u want from me I have raised Artrell as my own I took care of ur family and made sure they was straight. What ig u thought I took allat shit for me??? No nigga I told u wasn't like that . I made sure yo family was straight and I saved the rest in a bank account for Trell when he gets older he has enough for college and then some for when he grown. U can't just leave me for three years without a fucking word!!!! I told u I was yo ride or die down ass bitch . What did u not trust me enough to tell me that u were finna fake or death or sumn??!" After a long moment of silence I grew impatient .

"Hello???"

"Look bamb's I didn't want me telling u to put u in danger. "

I started laughing hysterically and all three of them stared at me like I was crazy. " Danger ??? What tf was Deion gone do Kentrell ??"

" It wasn't just Deion, it was who she was working for . She ain't try to kill me just bcuz she couldn't have me , it was more to that shit and u know it ."

KJ grew impatient and still had his piece pointed directly at Kentrell's head . " Look lil nigga I said back tf away from my wife. "

"Bambi u gone do me like this after all we been through u gone let this nigga shoot me right here while my son is in the other room??? I love u Bambi and I need u back baby. " Kentrell said to me grabbing onto my hand .

I quickly pulled away and pulled out my shit . "STFU Kentrell cause yuno I wouldn't let nobody hurt u no matter who tf they are but u can't just disappear and come back after u put me through so much shit. That shit ain't fair . KJ AJ y'all go back with my baby and them lemme handle this."

" Nawl we ain't leaving " they said in unison.

"Look mfs when the bamb's say do sumn then u do the shit fast quick and in a hurry cause ik y'all don't want me to put y'all ass in the hospital again!!!"

"........ Ight hurry tf up too before I put yo ass in the hospital." Said KJ.

As they left I put my shit away and looked into Kentrell's grey eyes.

"Baby ik u miss me and ik I hurt u but it was for the best . I did it for u and Artrell ." Said Kentrell.

"Well here's my number we need to keep it cordial for now and don't think ima let u back into my baby's life just for u to leave us again cause rn I don't trust u nomo."

I couldn't turn my back on him ....after all he was my thug ..my first love...but he was also my then . KJ is my now and I can't abandon him for Kentrell after all we've been through.
Lord knows I need help rn. I have two niggas who will kill for me but I can only have one. The problem is, idk which one......