kidnapped?? {a one direction fanfic}

Chapter ten

Thank you for staying with me if you did love you all.

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"Anything else i need to know" she asked sarcasticly.

"Uhmm yes..." i said pulling up the sleeve of my top "I used to selfharm..." i said looking down at my feet while she ran her finers over the scars, I thought she might as well know now instead of finding out or seeing herself.

"Oh my gosh" Was all she said, did she think i was mental? did she still want to be my friend? will she tell the others? all these posibile question came running through my mind.

"Hey guys do you- what is that" Niall looked at me in pure shock as i put my sleeve back down and looked at the ground.

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"Uhmm... Niall its not what it looks like.." i said hoping that he didnt see my arm.

"What are you talking about, its exactly what it looks like" He said looking at me wiith a worried expression on his face "You Selfharmed and now you have scars all over your arm..." He said tears forming in his blue eyes with hurt, he blinked the tears away and gave me a tight hug.

"Why didnt you tell me? i could have helped you" Niall whispered in my ear sounding very hurt.

"Niall I'm sorry i didnt tell you, its just... i was scared and didnt know what you would think of me and thinkim mental or crazy... or... or worse" i said crying into his chest.

"Aww shelly i would never think that your crazy or mantal or anything else for that matter, i just wish that you could have told me instead of me finding out" he said sympathiticaly.

I swear he thinks im crazy even i think i crazy and hes right i should have told him, it was wrong of me not to tell him and him finding out by seeing the scars, i just hope he doesnt find out why i selfharmed i dont want him to treat me any diffrent because my mom went out with i phyico, but im also glade she desided to broke up with him and find someone else and marry him after my fathers death...

"Thank you so much guys, im actully glade you know, but please please dont tell the others" i said looking at them scred for what they were going to say...

"Shell they will have to find out sooner rather then later" he said looking into my eyes "And we promise not to tell them, but you will, dont worry me and el will always be here for you if you need us"Niall said pulling me into another hug and kissing my hair.

"Thank you so much, you guys dont know how much that means to me" i said letting go of Nialls hug "But... theres also something else you need to know..." i said looking at el for help.

 "What is it? You can tell me anything and i promise not to judge you" i said lifting my chin up.

"I'm pregnant..." i said ashamed of myself.

"... When did you find out?" he said embracing me in a hug "whos the father?" 

"i found out about 20 minutes ago... and im not sure whos the father because when i got kidnapped i also got raped by difrent people and more then once... so im not sure whos the father"

i bet he totally thinks i'm crazy now, a girl that self harms, got raped at 15 and is pregnant and got abused.

Ohh my gosh shell why didnt you tell me the whole story when you told me part of the story we have to call the cops and let them know before things get to bad" Niall said giving my a big hug and a kiss on my forehead.

"I'm sorry that i didnt tell you, but we can't tell the police" i said still hugging him.

"Why can't we tell the police?" he ask leting out of the hug.

"Because harrys father told us we cant or else" i said looking at the ground.

"He said what exactly" He asked worriedly.

"He said if we call the police he will home looking for the whole band and kill all of us and all the people that we told about... so thet means you too El"

"What that is so mean" El said looking at me and Niall "Why would Harrys dad do such a thing?"

"I'm not sure but he's very scary he has guns knifes and probally lots more dangorus things" i said fulling them in on what i know.

"WHAT! we better figure out something, and fast" El said looking very worried about this situation.

What are we going to do, Harrys dad seems very smart and he has lots of guys working for him so they could be watching us right now, or they could be following us... or... or... worse

KNOCK!

KNOCK!

KNOCK!

Someone banged on the door very loudly, Niall, El and I looked at each other with worried looks.

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(A/N) Hey guys i hope this it long enough for now, im out for the weekend so i wont be able to write anything so i thought i would write a short chapter now instead of making you wait im sorry if its not very long i was in a rush cos i still have to pack and im leaving in 3 hours...

QUESTIONS:

1) who's at the door?

2)will Harry's dad find them or the people that work for him?

3)Do they tell the police?

~Love Michelle