Living ironically

I'm a ruin

I have broken my promise to myself.
Tainted what was gold in me,
Sold my soul.
Broke my own heart in the process.
But I don't love you any less.

Please forgive my weak willpower,
I'm a wilted sunflower
And my morals are the sun.
I know I've made mistakes
And there's plenty more to come.
But please believe me when I say
You are the only one.