Heart Broken Tragedy

a lost girl in a new town..

Life was never easy for me, see my father split from my mother and took me and my older brother with him. Its now been five years since i've seen my mother let alone my twin brother and little sister but there was nothing i could do - even my older brother argued father over it but it did nothing, i was eleven when that went down i'm now sixteen and things arent the same since and are about to get worse.

Anyway i was relaxing out the back by the pool with my best friend Kelsey, my older brother Justin, his girlfriend Carly (Kelsey's older sister) and Justin's mates Sam and Jared. The boys were mucking around in the pool as us girls watched on, it was the day after my sixteen birthday and we didnt feel like doing much when our house maid came out with the phone and said "ma'am a lady Brennen wishes to speak with you" i looked at maidem Lucy and said "alright, bring it here please Lucy" she nodded and walked over handing me the phone and said "lunch will be ready in ten ma'ams and sir's" taking the phone i thanked her and she went back inside, putting the phone to my ear i was about to say 'hello' when a boys voice said "Arianna is that you sister" i froze for a second and then replied "this is she...who may be calling" Austin "its me twin sister no jokes" i sat up and said "prove it" Austin "yesterday was your birthday...you got a lockette in a box the morning of..." i smiled as my other hand went to the lockette around my neck and said "it really is you...why have you waited till now" Austin "mother has made getting in contact with either you or Justin really hard Ari" i half smiled and we chatted for a bit longer before he passed it to our little sister Kelly before i gave the phone to Justin, sitting back in the chair Kelsey looked at me and said "best birthday yet" i looked at her and smiled as i said "best b'day ever!" we both laughed, as Justin was pulled back into the pool after he gave the phone to Carly. Watching how happy my older brother was now made me happy - knowing my twin and little sister were doing well, with that the boys got out and dried off before we all went inside for lunch.

After lunch the boys got changed into dry clothes then went to the games room to verse each other on xobx, Carly went with them as Kelsey and i went up to my room. Once there we dropped onto my bed as Kelsey said "why would your dad take you and your older brother not you and your twin brother Anna" i sighed and said "if i knew the answer to that Kels i'd tell you but i dont" Kelsey "sorry i just thought i'd ask Anna" i half smiled and said "come on we have first day back at school tomorrow we need cute outfits" she sat up and looked at me as she said "ok Miss Anna fashionista how do you plan on doing that" i smiled and said "the one room i create all my special outfits Kels" she shook her head as i got up and walked over to a picture on the wall and put my hand to the bottom corner as it scanned and then opened into a door, looking at Kelsey i opened the door and walked in as Kelsey soon enough follows after me. As i sat at the desk Kelsey walked over as i opened my design book to the two outfits and said "this ones yours and this ones mine" she took the book and looked at them as she said "how will you pull these off when schools tomorrow Anna" i half smiled and got up walking over to the controls to the clothing racks and pressed the button as the clothes moved along and i stopped it and took the first dress bag off the rack, turning to her opening the bag as i said "you mean this outfit..." she looked at me and then the bag and said "no way..." i smiled and walked over to her swapping the book for her new outfit and said "i'm talented Kels this is nothing" she smiled and said "i can see that but this is amazing Anna" i smiled as she closed the bag and hung it up, putting the book back on the desk we walked out as the door locked and went back to the ordinary picture behind us.

Sitting on my bed Kelsey's phone started ringing but being the shy one that she is - she pulled it out took one look at the name and passed it to me, rolling my eyes i anaswered her phone and said "Jack how's things" Jack "good thanks Arianna, you" i replied "good good, how may i help today" Jack "i was hoping to ask Kelsey out to dinner tonight" i smiled and said "tonight, tonight is perfect...will you pick her up" Jack "yes i have everything planned i just need her" i replied "very well we'll see you at seven dear Jack, see you then" hanging up Kelsey looked at me and said "what..." i looked at her and said "you my dear girl are going out on a date with your lover boy Jack" she blushed and said "i have nothing to wear" i shook my head and gave her back her phone, getting up i walked over and into my closet and came back with a dress and said "here i have two of these" she smiled and half hugged me and went for a shower, i layed the dress on my bed with heels and walked out and downstairs into the kitchen. Getting a drink i sat down as Carly walked in and said "what's wrong with you" i turned and looked at her and said "Kelsey's got a date...all my friends have a date i'm like the only single friend" Carly "Aria the right guy is out there waiting for you" i shrugged and said "everyone keeps saying that but the last time it happened was when i was thirteen and to make it worse the guy only did it because it felt sorry for me..." she half hugged me and said "that guy never got away with doing that Arianna trust me, but your a beautiful young girl you shouldnt be stressing over boys you should be being you and making the most of what you've got" i half smiled, she kissed my forehead and walked out again.

After she was gone Kelsey walked in we both smiled as you could see how nervous she was and we chatted for a bit before we heard a knock at the door, getting up i went and answered it and stepped back as Kelsey walked out of the kitchen Jack couldn't keep his eyes off her, i smiled and said "hurt her in anyway and look out!" he nodded and they left, closing the door i was about to head upstairs to my room when Sam cornered me and Jared came in with a video camera smirking and then next minutes were nothing but pain no matter how hard i fought back, i passed out when they swapped over and more pain came - i couldnt believe my brothers friends would do such a thing after everything they've been through for my brother. Moments later i woke cold bleeding and shivering on the floor at first i thought my life was over but then reality hit and it wasn't, managing to get up i wrapped the blanket off the couch around me and stumbled my way up to my room - to me my life was over...i had nothing left to give i'd lost so much over the time and now all i want to do is sleep forever, getting to my room i closed and locked my door and the windows making sure no one was in my room before dropping the blanket and for a shower scrubbing myself over.

Once i was done in the shower not even that made things feel any better, i dressed and walked back into my room i mailed all my designer clothes to my twin brother little sister and childhood friend with a letter for all the three of them, with that done i wrote one last note to dad and Justin before walking back into the bathroom grabbing my blade i ran it over my wrists and up my arms and watched the blood spill in the rush my pain was gone, collapsing to the ground note in hand i accepted the fact my life was over as my eyes slipped shut tears falling for the last time.

Hours later my brother Justin found my body but i was too late to save me as i watched on from above, seeing my brother hurt destroyed me but not as much as it did seeing my twin brother little sister and childhood friend hear about what happened to me. It was a day later when Kelsey found out about it, it destroyed her and Jack was constantly on watch of her making sure she didnt try anything - i know killing myself wasnt the best way out but it was my way out. My life really wasnt the same i now watch over my family and friends instead of being there with them, Sam and Jared were charged with rape and sentenced to thirteen years no bail. As for my older brother he broke it off with Carly and left dad's place for mum's after she happily welcomed him home - would have been both if i'd lived with the pain, my twin brother and little sister were happy to have their big brother back and it turns out Austin was dating Marcie which made things a little easier on him, knowing i've left them with great memories helps me move on to my next part in this world and i know i'll see them again in time. Leaving my last goodbye message to my family and friends in the sky above, i followed the angel onto my after world with all the others i even found grandma and grandpa up here in my travels, i leave on a good note and wish them all the best in life to come.