Opposite Attracts

Chapter 21 ❤️

I was broken hearted. I am broken hearted. Days has passed and I can't seem to be on shape. I woke up, barely eat then go to class, numbly. I didn't even know where our lessons are up to, thanks to Hanna and the syllabus that keeps me updated.

Its been five hell days since I saw that horrible scene and the night I broke up with Harry. It was all still clear to me. Him and Celine on his bed.

I can't understand why he have to do it with Celine, I can give him what he wants. I may look prude and naive but I can consider giving him what he wants, A kiss? A make out? Even sex! I was his girlfriend and why would settle to someone like me when she can have the best. I feel insecure and humilated at the same time.

On the other hand, Harry is insisting to talk to me but I keep on ignoring him pretending like he doesn't exist at all.
Today he hadn't attend our Literature subject, I find myself looking for him and feeling sad coz I know he finally gives up.

That's what you want right?

My subconcious says. I'm here in our room crying again. Hanna was with me the past days but today I let her go out and have sometime for herself and Zayn. She doesn't want to but I promise her that I am fine and I'll be staying in our room the whole night.

And for the th time again, I'm all by myself and sobbing endlessly. The memories of us bantering and bickering who will paid for our food when we ate outside, who will turn the tv off when were in his room several times. I can't help but smile with the memories, I was so stupid believing that we could work things out and stay together. Maybe I was wrong. So wrong thinking that were perfect together.

He ruined everything I was expecting on a relationship. The man I've ever trust after my Dad. Then my Mom slip my mind, I haven't heard about her until now. Maybe she's still mad at me, I can't even imagine what I did and said to her. I decided to call her and after a few rings she answered.

"Hi Mom." I greet on the line.

"Oh Hello Sweety! I missed you!" She says. I can't deny it she's still my Mom after all, I fight my tears to burst on the line.

"I missed you too. I just want to apologize the last time we'd talk."

"Its fine. I hope you made up your mind. Never do that again okay? I guess you stop hanging out with that boy." She says I wanted to tell what he did but I figured out she was just making a big deal out of it and I've had enough. I will tell her someday, maybe. Beside it was done.

"Yeah. How are you doing today?" I change the subject and gladly she drop it off.

After a few more words I hang up.

*

Today I feel enlighten. Yes I lost my realtionship with Harry so then I have to focus more on my studies, I have been out of hand to it which is unlikely me.

I prepare myself to school, I put a little bit mascara and a brown eyeliner on my brows. I have to look okay though I'm totally not. I still miss his face. I haven't seen him for a week now on our subject and I didn't went to the school cafeteria knowing he was there. But after all I've realize that were on the same school and even if I didn't want to, our path will cross.

Hanna didn't slept here last night so I was all alone walking myself to class. I wish she wouldn't slip her classes today.

My subject went fast and I'm glad to see Hanna seating on her usual spot on our Literature subject.

"Hey!" She waves her hands and gestures me to sit down.

"How was Math without me?" She ask me with a smile.