Middle school Mysteries

What?!

The first week of school is over. It has been good and bad. Good because during the summer, I was super bored and lonely. Now that school is in I have something to keep me active and I see my friends everyday.

Now for the bad part.
Science scares me. I feel like I'm not as smart as all of the other kids because I am taking honors science under parental pressure.
My mom wants me to succeed. I get it.
But I feel like I will be struggling to get good grades in this class.
PH levels
Hydronic Acid
4SOC4
I don't know what any of that means. When the teacher calls on me, my mind is blank while my neighbor probably knew the answer 4 years ago. My teacher is nice, but weird. I know she cares about us, but she doesn't give out extra credit.
I can't afford to fail this class or even get a C. Most parents are happy when there kid tries there hardest even if they don't get the bestest of grades.
My parents aren't like that. My mom majored in biology and she expects the same out of me. I can't disappoint her by doing bad in these classes. What I'm trying to say is. I'm just not smart enough.
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All this pressure is causing me to lose sleep, get panic attacks, not wanting to eat, and staging in my room all day studying.
Even after all of the hours and hours of studying, in still not smart enough.
I have a tutor, hoping to help, but I just don't know what to do. My thoughts on science are WHAT?!
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I have volleyball tryouts this week. I am already  terrified of not making the team and being embarrassed, but I have to try. I have tried taking advice from 8th graders and ninth graders that have played before. Everyone says I can do it. But can I really?
My mom is already preparing for the season assuming I will make it.
But the truth is... I have never tried out for a volleyball team before. I automatically made my club team because they invited me to play with them. What if I have an off day during tryouts and I make a complete fool out of myself.

I can't even imagine the look on my moms face if I told her I didn't make the cut. I can't let anyone down like that. However the coach seems really scary and it makes me even more nervous. Plus, I only know one person trying out. She is an 8th grader so I won't even be able to see her during tryouts. The 7th and 8th graders are separate to make everything easier.
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It is the weekend before tryouts and I am at my brother basketball tournament which I am already not happy about. It is on a college campus with 0 service. Like how I am I suppose to text my boyfriend, which I don't have aha? Worst of it I go to check the time and my phone won't turn on. It isn't out of charge or anything, it just won't turn on. My mom immediately drives to go get service so that she can call Verizon and see what happened. Apparently my phone broke. The SIM card messed up my phone and caused it to break. This was the second phone this month that broke.
I got a new one later on that day and assumed everything would be back to normal.
HA I WAS WRONG.

When we went back to the campus the next day to continue the tournament, my phone was working fine for a good hour. When I went to call my mom, it wouldn't turn on AGAIN.
This time I had my charger and I tried charging it because it had been low on charge.
30 minutes later~
My phone still won't turn on. It's broken.Again.
My dad took me straight to Verizon because he was very mad.
All I know is that they refused give me a new phone.
All this guy did was reset it assuming it was going to work again.
My mom was stressing because with volleyball tryouts the next day, I needed a way to communicate.
As of right now, Sunday night, my phone is working. Hopefully it continues just enough for tryouts.

Verizon is shipping a new phone that will get here Tuesday but I don't even know if this broken piece of garbage will last till then. In conclusion, iPhones just hate me. Having to et three phones in one month is just ridiculous.
WISH ME LUCK TOMORROW!!!

A/N- heyy. I just wanted to clarify that some of this story is actually true. I really do have tryouts tomorrow and my phone really had broken yesterday and today. Anyways hope you enjoyed this chapter and sorry it is still really short but I wanted to assure one chapter will get up before my phone possibly breaking. So yeah BYEEE ~Kyra