Maddy POV
This morning I was sick, it was aweful, I was still at Charlie's this morning which I knew I was gun get killed for later by either mum or dad, it was only 10 past 4 in the morning and I didn't want to wake Charlie up, I got my stuff that I had, went to dads expecting a gob ful, but dads So much more different to mum, he comes rushing downstairs and pulls me into a hug "oh my god Maddy! I knew you said you would be late, but I didn't think you meant it like this!" Id woken him up "yeah I know I'm sorry dad, Must of fell asleep" I wasn't going to tell him I was sick earlier, but it just came rushing up again "honey?! Are you okay love?" I couldn't speak so I just stayed silent "should I call the doctor?" I shake my head, rapidly,"NO! I'll be fine, probably just a bug" I heard him put the kettle on "dad it's half 4 in the morning, go back to bed" I say, but he just shakes his head, I head upstairs get ready for school since I'm up, put some wakemeup foundation and concealer and secure it with this spray, I put a bit of eyeliner on and mascara on and I'm done, I spray my self with one direction perfume (I don't like them, I just like the sent😂😂) and go downstairs and sit with my dad for a bit, just talking about my life with out him and Abby, until me being sick came up "that 'bug' this morning at dawn, wasn't a bug, was it?" I blink back tears and lie thru my teeth coz I'm so scared of what he would do to me or Charlie, I know this isn't a bug, I know full well what me and Charlie did last night, and I don't regret it, I just regret not using protection "it's okay, I'll stand by you what ever you decide" I shake my head "Dad! I'm not even pregnant! It's just a bug, you'll see" he fake smiles and gets ready for work, it's half 6 so I just flick the telly on for a bit.I'm late, I grab my back, take my energy drink from the fridge and walk down the street to the ally, I start to cry, what it Charlie dosent want me after this, what if he'd rather have a slut WITHOUT a pregnant Bitch on his back, I cry for like ten minuets in the wall until, ALEX finds me, why her!? Why not, Leo, or Nicole or Charlie or abbs, nope, it had to be her.
She told me she could trust me, and that Charlie and that are really worried., she hugged me and I returned it, she does seem sorry "come on, we'll go back to mine, the parents are on holiday" Jesus! I know my mum can be the bitchiest bitch on the planet, but would never leave me alone on holiday.We talk for about five minuets and I had to rush to her bath room "your pregnant arnt you?" I drop down in tears "I've messed up! Why couldn't we have used protection? My mum is gunna turn into my murderer!" She hugs me "Is Charlie the dad" I nod in her chest "Charlie will be supportive, trust me, he's been in this situation before, and he supported her thru her choice, which was abortion" I felt a bit comforted, but upset I'm not the only person he's had sex with, it dosent bother me like, the past is in the past "come on Maddy, girly day out, or girly day in" I don't feel like going out so "girly day in" she nods, helps me up and we go up to her bed room, talking about random stuff "I'll order pizza" I smile and lick my lips "PIZZAAAAA!!" She laughs at me "what pizza would you like "a really cheesy pepperoni" she says it to the pizza guy and I shout "WITH EXTRA CHEESE!" She said my order, did her order and put the phone down, we went on her Xbox one on just Dance and the pizza came, I paid since her parents would be suspicious of she had a bill for 12 in the afternoon for pizza "thanks, I'll pay you back" she heads to the kitchen "nah nah, don't worry about it, my treat" she smiles "it's okay, you need that for yourself" she hugs me and we just play in different games all day, after school we heard a knock on the door.
"Charlie!" I sprint up to him, past Alex and jump into his arms "I'm guessing you missed me" he laughs, hugging me tight, running his hands they my hair, I kiss his lips "I'm going to Elise's, you need to talk" I nod and she walks out "oh and lock up when your done and put the key under the Matt" we nod and sit in the room "what is it Maddy?Charlie POV
Today is just been lost without my fave girl, I miss her so flipping much, it's just been a drag, Abby and Leo have been sharin fags all day, literally, they have an e-cig they share and they was either tooting on it or kissing, after school I went straight to Alex's house to see what the crack is, Alex leaves us to speak "what is it Maddy?" She falls to her knees, crying "hey hey hey! Baby! Come on" I hug her on the floor and kiss her forehead "I love you Charlie! You can't leave me! Please dot leave me I love you so much!" She was loudly crying into my chest "princess I could never leave you! You are scaring me! Please tell me what's wrong" I joins in with her crying "I'm hear for you" she lifted her head up "Charlie I'm..... Im....." I wait for her to calm down and speak, I peck her lips and hold her in my arms "I'm pregnant..." I looseny grip and my eyes widen "oh" I place my head in her shoulder "what are you gunna do with it?" She shrugs "Maddy..." She snaps at me "I don't know Charlie! I don't know everything stop pestering me!" She pushes me away and sprints out the house, crying, I don't know what to think about this, I know nothing about being a dad! I can't look after myself never mind a fucking child!" Tears found its way out of my eyes and I whip them away, searching for Maddy, I go to her mums but she just said she's not in, so I went to her dads "hello, is Maddy home?" He hesitated "ummm, no" I frown "I know she's in there, you hesitated!" He let out a sigh and let me in, I passed a Abby, blasting her music out and I knock on mads door and I open it, she's sat listening to "her last words" on repeat, I turn it off and put our song in, which was "as long as you love me" she looked up and smiled at me and jumped into my arms "come on baby girl, get some rest, it will be okay, I'll be by you what ever you choose, I won't let you down" I put her on the bed and sit with her til she falls asleepDidn't really know how to word this chapter, but here it is, the next chapter will be an Abby and Leo one thanks for reading!☺️🌸💕
~ maddie xxxx
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RomanceI'm maddie im a 14 yr old girl, I am bullied by Charlie lenehans gang, but why does he just stand their watch? Does he want to hurt me? If he doesn't, then why doesn't he do any anything about it?