Dean Winchester imagines

Whiskey.

It was strong, the smell of it burning your nostrils, but here you were- at the bunker with the winchesters and downing your second glass of whiskey.
"You might wanna go easy on that darling... Don't want you getting too drunk" you heard a voice say, instinctively recognising it as the older Winchesters.
You'd had a crush on dean since you met them on a hunt, you'd grown close to these Winchester brothers within the past 3 years of you knowing them, and with no where to go and no family left they were the only thing you had.
"I'm fine dean," you reply to him setting the now empty glass on the table and reaching for the bottle to pour yourself another. You then felt the firm and rough hand of deans being placed on top of yours and stopping you from getting another drink, looking up you have him a puzzled look.
"Your not fine... You haven't been fine since I came back from being a demon" dean says as he rubs the mark of Cain with his other hand, it hurt you knowing how dark dean had become when he was a demon. Heck, he nearly killed you.

-flashback-

"Come here you stupid bitch!" deans words were like venom. All you could do was hide, you didn't know how to stop Dean with him becoming a demon and you couldn't kill him. You just couldn't kill the guy you loved.
Looking around the room you ran over to the desk and hid beneath it on the inside. Your breath heavy. You soon heard the door open.
"Oh sweetie... Come out, come out where ever you are." The familiar taunting voice of deans echoing off the bare walls.
Curling up you buried your face into your knees.
"Did you really think id love a dumb bitch like you? You couldn't even save your own mother!"
Woah, that hurt. Like hell. His footsteps got nearer to the desk and you accidently let out a slight sob, giving away your hiding place. He walked closer and stopped in front of the desk, his feet visible to you now. Flipping over the desk he looked down at you and smirked, "found you" he says with a smile.
"Dean! Please stop this! I know your in there and you CAN fight this! Please do it for me, do it for sammy" you say up to him.
"Oh deans long gone sweetheart," he says flickering his eyes black, he reached down to pick you up by the hair but you soon saw Castiel behind him and hold him around the shoulders, he couldn't move, the angels grip too hard for him to get out of.

You looked up at dean, if only he knew. If only he knew how much he had hurt you. If only he knew how much you loved him.
"Dean.." You say, almost a whisper.
Dean shook his head, "no (y/n) I know I hurt you, I know you care..." He says walking around the table and crouching down in front of you as you sat in the chair. He smiled slightly and tucked a piece of hair out of your face and behind your ear. "I love you... And there's nothing I would do to hurt you again, I promise."
You smiled slightly, here he was, instead of being the asshole you knew him to be, he was being the kind and affectionate man you always knew he WOULD be.
"Dean-" you say but you get cut off by his chapped lips being pressed against yours. Dean, Dean Winchester was kissing you.
Moving your lips back in sync to his you earned a slight groan from him. Smirking, you wrapped your arms around his neck and he gripped onto your waist. You soon felt him pull away for air.
"I love you Dean Winchester"
"I love you too (y/n)," you hear him reply