Chapter 20

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I suppose making out in traffic is very low, even for me, but I gave zero shits. If Matt wanted to play this game then I'll play too. Except, I really didn't want to play... I was pursued by my emotions and my anger.

"Wait," I mumbled, jumping out of his lap. I couldn't believe I was at such a low moment that I was considering this. Jealously filled me, like I chugged a whole gallon. I looked at myself, was this really who I wanted to be? A girl so jealous and insecure...

"What?" Dylan grumbled, he seemed annoyed. He looked at me as if I was a free carnival ride, where he would have fun for a little bit then lose interests once he's been on it.

"I, I, I don't want this! I don't want to be that girl so insecure that jumps on anyone's lap, this isn't me!" I shouted, losing my temper a little bit. I looked at Dylan who seemed uninterested of my drama, licked his lips, and drove me home.

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I looked at myself, I was sleep deprived, depressed, and over what? A stupid guy who puts his wiener in anyone? I laughed at myself, not in pity, but just because, its funny how my world crashes down over a boy. This was a cry for help, and honestly I'm done being how I am.

"I'm moving out," I added to the conversation Kian and Jc were having.
"Yeah no she's just a bi- wait wait wait a second, did you just hear what she said? Or am I like..." Kian said, looking back at me and Jc.
"Dude! I don't know, geez pendejo! I think she said she has chlamydia or something,"
"WHAAAT? You have chlamydia! Oh Zoe why? I'm first we need the treatment thingies-"
"I don't have chlamydia! Geez sometimes you guys are stupid," I laughed, clearly joking with them. Imagine if I had that nasty thing, yeesh, momma kitty would not be happy. "I'm moving out effetive immediately."
"Aw my little zozo is growing up! Seems like just yesterday you were at the orphanage place," Kian smiled prouldly, okay chillax dude.
"I already looked at some apartments and I have some money saved up, I'm all set, I'll even have enough to get furniture and all," I added proudly. This moving on thing is really working, I feel great not like an overused carnival ride.

A/n so this chapter is short only to warm up the next chapter, I think you'll like it

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