Are you really gone?

Hi guys

New story...

Just to warn you guys, I use Danielle and Jack in a lot of my stories... Soo it might get slightly confusing! But this Danielle and Jack are different from my other story, "we have chemistry"

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The feeling of self pity overwhelmed me, as I heard those dreaded words...tears pricked my eyes, and my throat became dry and rough, as I tried to croak out my reply...but I was unsuccessful, and instead I began to sob, the doctor put his hand on my right shoulder, and with a sympathetic tone and facial expression, he looked me in the eye and said "I'm so sorry for your loss...we tried our best to save him...but he was hit in his vital organs, and unfortunately he lost too much blood due to the accident".

He paused for a moment and handed me a tissue and sat me down on a chair...he kept his hand on my shoulder as we sat down, he then looked at me and sighed before continuing "Danielle, I Know Tom meant a lot to you, but you have to stay strong...move on, your still young..." he continued talking telling me about how I should see a phycologist so I could forget about my traumatic experiences, but my thoughts were focused on something else, the words "he meant a lot to you" rattled in my head, like a continues echo...Tom didn't mean a lot to me, he meant everything to me! He was my best friend, my boyfriend and lover! He was the guy I was sure to marry! He was my childhood sweet heart...but now...he's gone! He left me! After he promised to stay by my side! He lied! He told me fibs, and lead me on!

a sudden rush of anger over came me, I stood up harshly from the chair, startling the doctor, and made my way down the corridor, taking quick and long strides, I heard the doctor shouting my name from behind, but I continued walking.

I soon quickened my pace, until I was halfway between sprinting and jogging, I felt the tears slide down my cheeks and my vision go blurry, as I stood outside the morgue...slowly, I reached out my hand, and grabbed hold of the cold metallic handle, and with all the strength I had, I twisted it and gave a gentle push

...there was a click...

You've now opened the door Danielle, I said under my breath, just a few more steps Danielle, just a few more steps, the voice in my head kept repeating, just go in...

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It's only a short chapter.

Sad and depressing, like the emotions I've been feeling :-(