Ryan looked as crushed as my legs, falling to the floor his face was in his hands hiding his expression from me.
"I-I-I Pushed you out of the way. This can't be can't be it just, can't happen. Not to us we were perfect and now you have a boyfriend in a coma that couldn't protect you. You don't you could never you deserve so much better than this. So much better than me."
"Are you saying I'm not perfect anymore?"
"No!"
"Than what are you saying Ryan?"
"That you shouldn't have ever agreed to go out with me!"
"So your saying I'm stupid?"
"Where did you even get that?!"
"because I'd have to be to turn down the perfect man."
"I'm not-" I interrupted him
"Yes you are for me at least, you've always been there for me and I-I'm scared Ryan I'm scared of what is happening to me to us. I'm scared because everything we've known is gonna change. I need you Ryan just don't give up on us yet. Please." By the end of my little monologue I was crying. Sighing he pulled me onto his chest where I sobbed soaking his shirt. After a minute I feel small droplets of water in my hair and realize Ryan's crying to. We were so broken not just our body's but our whole mentality. I found myself with a sudden longing for kindergarten and other simpler times where there was wight and black the strong and the weak the rich and the poor the pitying and the pitied where life was like the yellow brick road. More like the dirt road covered in glass.
"I love you and I think we will at least for now have a difference in opinion on who doesn't deserve who so we'll throw that aside and help and love each other. Okay?" He let a low, sad chuckle loose. In response I snuggle up a little tighter to my Ryan.
"Your brother is gonna kill me."
"And your moms gonna kill me." Together we laugh at our "impending doom"
slowly my eyelids turn to lead and I fall asleep still in Ryan's comforting arms.
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RomanceLizzy Bea has all she ever wanted. Perfect family, awesome friends, bright future, loving boyfriend. Then the car crash happened that landed her boy friend in a coma and her in a wheel chair, forever. Her friends abandon her the doctors won't let he...
