Scummy love<steven fernandez fan fic>

10.

Hallies POV
another day of school. Another day of hell. Another day of suffering. I hate everything right now. Im so confused with myself. Steven has always been there for me and has been helping me through this whole thing. I do miss the old me. I really do. I want the old me back. But shes too lost. No one can see her right now.

*at school. Last period. *

There is about 15 minutes left and then i get to walk to Steven's house. "Hey babe.." Steven says. He says it so soft and gentle. Like he is scared that if he says it too loud, i'll shatter and crack. "Hey steven." I say forcing a smile. He frowns at me. "Cheer up please? For me? " i just stare at him. Steven cracks a stupid face, that actually made me smile a little. "SEE!! That one was for real. " he says feeling accomplished. "We aren't going straight home today. " he tells me. "What? Why not?" I ask. He flashes me a smirk. He doesn't say anything. But all he does is just sets me skateboard down on my desk. "We are going to the skate park huh?" He just nods. "Yup. And if you dont, then we will never see the old hallie again." He says. "But shes gone. " i tell him. Trying to be as truthful as i can. "No. Shes in there somewhere. I miss the old happy bubbly hallie. You've changed. " he tells me. Those words kinda hit me. But he was right. I did change. I need to find the old hallie. The old me. 

When the bell rang, i grabbed my stuff and walked out with steven. "Okay. I'll go. " i told him.

"You'll go? Are you sure. You dont ha-"

"I want to go. I need the old me back." I cut him off. He flashed me he big bright smile

"Well then lets go!" He said as he grabbed my wrist and pulled me along. 

When we got there. I saw all of my skating friends. Yes. I have other friends out side of school. They saw me and immediately ran up to. "AYE BBS!" They all said as the suffocated me with a hug. 'Bbs' is the shorter version of babyscummy  nick name. The one steven called me. His is 'bbsg'

" long time no see huh ?" I said the them.
"Hell yeah. We've missed you." Toni said. 
" I've missed her more tho." Damien  said. He slung his arm around my shoulders and walked me over the where their stuff was.
"Nah. Steven probably missed her the most cuz he wont shut up About her. " toni said.
"Shut up." Steven told him to. His cheeks were turning pink.

"He kept saying , oh her eyes and oh her smile. Shes so hot. And all that lovey dovey shit." Damien jumped in.
" fuck guys. We came here to skate. Not talk about that. " steven said.

I was laughing. I was dead on weak. "Oh my god really?!? haahhaahaa. You said that?!?!  I can-" my sentence was interrupted with more laughter and a big old pig snort. I have done that since that last tim i was here. Which was like 3 months ago or something. Everyone stopped and stared. Then we all bursted out with laughter.
"God damn. I've missed you guys" i said.

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OKAY THIS CHAPTER WAS WEIRD I WILL ADMIT. BUT HOPEFULLY IT WILL Get better.

I'll post another one soon

LOVES YOU💖
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