I Adore U

I'm Glad You Came

When I opened my eyes I was in my room ? What the hell is going on? I sat up and checked my phone almost blinding myself from the bright screen. The time said 2:30 what happened? I knew Jessica was awake right now so i texted her. "What happened?" the dotts showed up saying that she was indeed awake and typing "What do you mean" "The last thing i remember was going to the bathroom with Woozi" i didn't want to tell her about his cuts. "You fell asleep because the movie was complete shit towards the end then we woke you up and went to drop you off." I was confused "really that's it ? Nothing else happened?" "Um not that I know of" I didn't text back. Did I dream about his cuts? Or did it really happen and I just didn't tell? I sighed I'll find out in a couple of hours.
When I woke up I got ready at the speed of lightning. Megan's car was back in business so she came and got me that morning. I got to school and waited for Woozi to show up so I can question him. I waited for what feels like forever till I saw him. He walked over to the table, Jackson and Woozi hugged everyone as did Mark except he didn't hug Jessica. I pulled Woozi aside and i didn't even ask i just pulled up his sleeve. when i looked i saw cuts. but they were old, scars even. he pulled his arm away "What do you think you're doing?" "I didn't think there would be actual cuts." "And so what if there is who told you about them." i felt bad, if the situation were to be switched i know i would be just as angry. "I-I'm sorry it's just that i had a dream about it an-" "I cant believe you would do that to me, you could have asked and i would have told you" a tear slipped from his eye and when it hit the ground so did my heart. I thought it was weird that he started crying but then just the fact that he was crying because of me. He went back to the table to grab his bag then headed to the T building. I went back to the table and plugged my earphones in. Everyone was looking at me and soon enough Jackson and Mark went after him. My mood is now ruined. Its Friday and i have two classes with him, i didn't even think twice about how he would react. Now he probably hates me.

Woozi P.O.V

I honestly cant believe she did that. How did she know? I've worn long sleeves everyday. Could Jackson or Mark let it slip out? Someone doesn't just dream of someone else's life and be right about it. Now I'm crying, how pathetic what does Lillie think of me now. I'm not ready to tell her the story behind my cuts but i would feel better if i did say something. Mark and Jackson soon caught up to me in the bathroom, they know why i have those cuts. I was whipping my face when they caught up "What happened?" Jackson asked "She saw my cuts and i over reacted a little I'm fine" i heard Mark sigh "You didn't over react, What happened to Samuel was out of your control." The bell rung and Jackson patted me on the back "Just take it easy alright?" I nodded. I have two classes with her today should i tell her? I went to my first class easily finishing all my work.I decided not to tell her yet, Just thinking about the story behind my cuts were enough to ruin my day. I know she didn't do it on purpose but the memories i tried so hard to forget were coming back. If i think about it, dealing with it is a lot better then wearing long sleeves for the rest of my life. Before I knew it the bell was ringing. I was nervous i have Lillie in that class. I got there first and i decided to sit away from Lillie for now. I hadn't said anything all day and when the Last bell rang i headed straight for Mark's car. i was planning on getting my permit this weekend so i just needed to go home and study. The car ride was Jackson telling Mark to get at Jessica and Mark refusing to do anything. I was quiet still but thankful that they respected my mood. Once I got home I set my bag down and My parents told me that Samuel has a group therapy secession in two hours. I took a deep breath and walked down the hall to my little brothers room I knocked on his door "Samuel, are you okay?" no answer. I opened the door and he was laying on his bed "I just came to remind you about the group therapy in two hours. I'm sorry i missed it last time, but I'm coming this time okay?" he didn't move but i know he heard what i said. It's true I missed the last group secession because i had tryouts. I feel really bad because he told me he was finally ready to talk but as long as i was there with him. I've been going to these group secession's since we moved to America with him because he was going though a lot of things back in Korea. He started going when i talked to him about it, he agreed to go as long as i go with him.

we were dropped off and Samuel head my hand. "Welcome, hello again Samuel" he didn't say anything. I smiled "Thank you." We walked into the room and the women running the group had us sit in a circle on the floor. I sat down criss-cross and Samuel sat in my lap. It was weird for me, he hadn't done this in so long. "Welcome to all the new comers and to the old, lets start off today with our names and age." Samuel looked back at me with a worried expression, i nodded and smiled letting him know that its okay. He hasn't said a word since we moved here, its been two weeks. 

people went around and then it was his turn. He looked back at me and put his head in my neck. I knew he wasn't going to talk "His name is Samuel Jihoon he's fourteen, and I'm his big brother Lee Jihoon and I'm sixteen" he hugged me as the next person started to talk. I felt him lift his head to my ear and he said "Your hair is getting long, i like it better blonde." my eyes grew wide and I looked at him. He smiled and put his head back down on my shoulder. Then he said something else "I'm glad you came."