Weird

a new life

Hi guys so I've now decided that there will be self harm and maybe even suicide in this book so if you're sensitive about that kind of thing I'd stop reading. ~ Milly

So I've found somewhere to live.
It's a little place where there are no TV's no WiFi and no ones even heard of me so I think I'm safe. I've joined the local school and now I'm going to start a new life...

I set off to school one day ; admiring the tiny village, with its thatched roofs and busy little grocery shops , when a girl walked up to me and asked me if I was new here. She had blonde hair in two plaits and freckles covering her nose and cheeks. Her name was Audrey and it turned out she went to my school!
We became really good friends and told each other everything. Apart from the killing thing because as I already said I'm trying to start a new life now.

My new teacher (Mrs Krista) introduced me to the rest of my class and for once in my life, I was happy!

Until the incident....

Three weeks later Audrey was coming to meet me at the park but when she got there I was crying. BLOOD. When she saw me she shouted  "EW FREAK!!!" And ran away.

That was when the bullying started.

Every day at school I would get called 'freak' 'weirdo' 'people like you shouldn't exist' 'why don't you go join a freak show'
I also got punched, kicked, pushed. And that was when I couldn't take it anymore.

So I started cutting into my arm. I cut all the names people called me; how I felt. And after just a week my arm was full.

So I guess things weren't going as I planned out.
But there was one thing that kept me alive: And that was Patricia. Please don't judge. But I have a slight crush on her. Of course shes not one of the bullies! she's on her own most of the time. I've never spoken to her but she seems really nice and she's really pretty.

So I'm going to tell her. Not now but soon I just hope it goes ok...