Is This The End...?

Every Day... Is Hell

Izaya sighed, looking over that city he'd look over so many times.
But... Instead of smiling, he scoffed.
I hate it
Disgusting
Revolting
All sorts of thoughts ran through his head.
At first, he shrugged them off. But, words that soon were carved into his brain just kept haunting him. Killing him inside out. What was this feeling? Why can't he be as he used to be? Why? Why did it happen to me? Why? Why?! WHY?! But, no matter how many times he'd yell at himself, no matter how many times he tried to relieve this torment, it'd just haunt him more. All of his feelings were took, and replaced by pain.
Agonising pain.
It was slow at first, but it slowly took hold of him. Caressing him lightly, just to tighten it's grip and crush him. Dump him as he's broken, nothing but pain accompanying him.
I don't know what to do.
What is this?
Why is this happening to me?
You can end it.
With the flick of a knife.
A pull of a trigger.
A leap from a building.

Shut up. Shut up. Shut up.
Every day, he'd muster the strength to climb out of bed, only to do nothing all day. He hardly worked, he'd never show his face outside. He was paler than ever.
CRASH
"Huh...?" He turned his head to where the sound came from. It actually hurt his ears as he hadn't heard sounds like that for... How long?
"Iiiizaaayaaa-kuuun?" Izaya rolled his eyes.
Great, it's the protozoan. He winced as thundering footsteps approached him. Weak, crimson eyes met with angry mocha eyes.
The blonds expression weakened as he saw the frail raven in front of him.
"Holy shit Izaya... You look like shit..." Izaya didn't reply.
Why do you look so concerned?
Let him kill you.
You hate me. Don't you?
"Eh? Izaya? Are you alright?" Izaya's eyes fluttered, and soon shut. The last thing he heard was "Izaya!" Before he just fell to the floor.