My silence
There are some things I have to say…. This is Alyssa I can’t get on my account so I’m posting it on here
Rikki: I love you to death; I wouldn’t trade you for anything. I don’t know if you’ll read this or not but o honestly hope you don’t. I have never lied to you about anything, haven’t ever been mad at you. I have told you you’re weird or you’re so stupid sometimes but you’re perfect in absolulty every way possible I swear. Thanks for sticking by my side and loving me even when I wasn’t very lovable, thanks for not leaving like the others and your amazayn for that. I cherish every fucking moment I have with you, crazy or just plain weird. I love you bestie!
Ethan: I know you will never read this unless someone shows you this but I love you so much. I’m always afraid that one day I’m going to wake up and you’ll be gone. It scares me to death. I cherish every waking moment with you because I know you’re going to have to leave soon. If you weren’t leaving then we would be forever but I don’t know how much it will work once you leave. I don’t just love you I’m in love with you, and I know people say everything that falls gets broken but I don’t care i'll be broken just for you. I love you and always will no matter what anyone says or does to us. People have tried to tears us apart but they won’t break what we have. They don’t know about the “I love you”s they don’t know about the things we do but I bet you if they only knew they would just be jealous of us.
Alexis: Ok I know I’ll show you this or Rikki will. Thank you for everything your awesome and you loved me when no one had a reason to but you did do I know why? No, but you did. We hang out all the time and it’s so fun, we need to do it more. I can never get enough of your laugh or your weirdness cuz I love it.
Nikki and Lexi and Madi: I want to be friends but sometimes I can’t control myself and I flip and for that I am truly sorry. We all used to be so close and were awesome best friends, but that’s all over now and now it will never be the same at all. I’m sorry for everything I did I know this doesn’t help but to me it does a lot and nothing will be the same but I know how all of us wish it would be, but honestly I don’t there was too much drama and our 2 separate groups are much better. There’s less drama between us all and everything is so much better.
