I just turned 17 but I'm not going to do anything for my birthday because I can't really do anything now. So I asked my mom to drive me to Jonah grave. She rolled me to it in the wheel chair and I told her to go back to the car for a minute. I sat there and cried for a while and started talking to him. The lord only knows how much I miss him. He gave me life. I started trying to scoot out the chair to sit on his grave to kiss him and say see you later. But I couldn't get out and almost fell my mom ran and helped me down. Then I did so. She then helped me back up to the chair and roll back to the car to go home. It's been 4 months now and I'm still learning how to walk again. But I know I will one day again. I found out I'm having a boy. I will name him Jonah Jr. cause it will only be right. My mom made a little conversation with me but she still is mad at me. I felt like my life was going great until the accident. Is God trying to give me a sign or something. But I know God would do this for a reason. One day me and my mom went shopping for Jr. She started talking to me while we were. This made me happy. I seen my old friends in the mall. They looked at me and kept going. I became sad and knew it was time to go home then. My mom told me in the car it doesn't matter anymore about them cause they was never real friends if they let a boy come between y'all. I told her stop talking and just drive home. I got in the bed and started eating some chicken. I started feeling real sick from it though. But I knew from this point that I will not be able to take it anymore. I went to bed early tonight. One morning I woke up to someone sitting on my bed. It was Jackson. I haven't seen him in so long. He brought me some gifts for me and my baby. I guess everyone heard I'm having a baby now. He was telling me he was sorry and how some people at school do miss me. I really didn't want to hear that from him. So I told him to leave my house. He then left my house. My mom came in and asked was I'm okay. I told her yes. She then said you looking better now. I had started back walking a little bit before I was due in the hospital to have my baby. I had Jr. on April 6 at 3:13. He was precious and looked just like his father and I cried and just thank god. Now I feel like my life is really about to start now.
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