Chapter 2

57 7 2
                                    

It was just after the first day of my junior year and I was talking to my friends about the new football schedule(interesting right)when my girlfriend Hailey walked up to me."Heyyy Jake.How are you?"She leaned in to kiss me but I backed out,just settling with my arm around her and feeling my face go hot as I started to blush."Hey,what's wrong?"she asked,concern flooding her voice."No-nothing."I cringed at myself when I stuttered but apparently she was oblivious."Anyway,wanna come over to my house tonight,I'm having a couple friends over for my birthday."I immediately realized she was lying about friends being there,so I saved myself."Actually,I have to watch Abigail tonight."I lied right through my teeth.Why would I even have to watch my 13 year old sister?She can take care of herself,but in reality, the reason I didn't wanna go over to her house was because of my whole "gender identity problem".But she didn't have to know that,not yet at least."Helloooo,Jake?"Hailey said,waving her hand in front of my face."What?Oh I uh,have to go,Abigail's probably home by now."I said as I walked to my car.Right before I opened the door, I got a text

Hailey:Hey,what's wrong?:(

Jake:Nothing I'm fine

I then proceeded to get in my car and driving to my house,but I didn't get out right away,just sitting in my car,thinking.
Why do I feel like a girl?I can't be transgender,my parents would kick me out.Oh,I'm so con-
My thoughts were then interrupted by my phone.It was Abby calling me.

Jake:"Hello?"
Abby:"Hey I'm going to a friends house tonight and mom won't be home until midnight,just letting you know."
I was ecstatic,that meant I would have the ENTIRE house to myself for at least EIGHT WHOLE HOURS!:D
Jake:"Okay,cool." I said,trying to sound as casual as possible.i heard a ringing sound on the other end.
Awesome,now I can dress however I want!
I ran into the house,practically slamming the door in excitement.I ran into my twin sisters room,thanking I was the same size as her.I then proceeded to put on the cutest clothes I could find, a turquoise blouse and a black skirt. I grabbed my secret make-up bag out of the back of my closet and ran into the bathroom that connected to my room.I was still getting used to this house,considering my mom,my two sisters,my brother and I moved here about half a year ago.We moved out because my dad was an alcoholic and got drunk almost every night,beating my mom and I.I blinked back tears as I did a perfect smokey eye.I smiled at my perfect make-up skills.I ran downstairs to the entry and put on my high heels I secretly bought,hiding them in a cubby hole I found in the shoe closet.After I got used to walking in them again(it's been a while)I just walked around the house,a stupid grin on my face as I felt more normal in all of my favorite things to wear.i ran upstairs to grab my laptop so I could work on my project when I heard a door slam shut."Jake?" it was my brother, Tyler.

HAHAHAHA cliff hanger!I'm still talking to myself.I hope people are actually reading this,that would be awesome,especially if they LIKED it. :O THAT WOULD BE SOOOO COOL IF PEOPLE ACTUALLY LIKE MY BOOK!:). I need to stop.Anyway,if it's not just me,BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lol I'm annoying.

Call me JaclynWhere stories live. Discover now