What happened to paradise

Chapter 32

A tiny bit of swearing in this chapter! Be aware and mature!

Months went by with me feeling numb and depressed. I lost one of my best friends. And my love. Lottie tried to get me to talk again but it didn't work. I was just in a state where i was in my thoughts. My mother was there for me a lot. Always comforting me, and being there. When my father came for 2 days he didn't know what was going on.
"Why is she like this?" He asked
"Well honey, her best friend died..." My mother says looking at me
"When did it happen?" He asked curious
"1 month ago" my mother says sighing. It's obvious my mother wants me happy again
My father scoffs "That was ages ago! Get over it! Someone died! Big whoop!" He practically yells going into the kitchen.
"Harry!" My mother yells chasing him. A single tear falls down my cheek. How could he? He doesn't know what it's like! He doesn't know what it's like!!! My sadness turns to anger as i stand up and march into the kitchen
"Who cares about her loosing a friend!" I hear my dad say
"I do" i mutter firmly "and you should too! You should actually give a cr*p about your daughter!" I yell.
He glares at me before he says "well you haven't been the ideal daughter either! This is exactly why i never see you guys! You just yell at me! My other family is-" he yells before stopping himself
"What?" My mother whispers, tears in her eyes. My dad sighs
"Look..." He says blankly "i found another woman! She's beautiful and sweet! Me and her, we have two beautiful children!" He says
"How long?" Is all my mum manages to say
"Since i had to work more..." My dad says "i have been working the same amount. The extra time is me spending time with her"
"YOU'VE BEEN DATING HER FOR 8 YEARS!?" My mother yells now crying
"Well she was a way better wife ok!" He says then turns to me "And we had way better kids to!" He yells. My heart shatters "YOU NEVER NEED ME!" He yells
"BECAUSE YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN HERE FOR ME!" I yell back, the tears streaming down even more "GET OUT!" I finish
"DON'T TALK TO YOUR FATHER LIKE THAT! AND DON'T-" but before he can finish i punch him. Right in the nose and mutter "you have never been my father".
He staggers back and glares at me. A horrible, scary glare. A glare someone would give you before the kill you. He stands up and towers over me. I shrink down waiting for the punch until i am dragged back and shoved to the ground
"Don't touch my daughter!" My mother says emphasizing my. My Dad looks taken aback at first and then he says "Fine!" As he starts to walk out "I NEVER NEEDED YOU ANYWAY! HAVE A NICE LIFE CAROL! AND BRIAR I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL!" He says slamming the door. My mother falls to the ground crying. I join her and give her a hug. We are soon in a huddled ball crying into each others shoulders.