The Stylist. || Harry Styles *On Hold*

Chapter 9. ~ ''You can have her we don't need her.''

Hate is easy, Love takes courage.

~*~A few weeks later~*~

Belle's P.O.V.

We all were on the tour bus on our way to Antwerp, the Sportpaleis (I guess it's Sport Palace for all of you English and American? For us it's Sportpaleis) , well not like the whole crew but the One Direction boys, Eleanor, Louise, Lux, Niamh and I. Niamh and I were in my bunk, Snowflake was somewhere in the livingroom part. I haven't spent whole days with any of them, ever since mine and Eleanor's argument. Well, she hates me now, so did Harry and Justin. Justin is back on his own tour, just like Perrie and Danielle, and 5sos. It gave me some time to think about everything.

I felt bad, guilty, awful. I'm horrible. I cried for days, until I decided to stay strong for my little girl. Harry had asked Paul to fire me, but Paul didn't want to let me go. I am not allowed to do Harry's clothes anymore, but I am allowed to do the other's. ''Mummy?'' I looked down at Niamh and her barbies. ''Where's daddy?'' ''Daddy?'' I asked her confused, did she knew what a daddy is? ''Erm, Daddy's not here.'' I said. ''Why?'' ''Sweetie, you don't have a daddy, yet.'' She screamed, cried and screamed. ''Niamh, shh..'' I started crying after 2 whole minutes. A face appeared, kinda angry. ''Could you get her to shut up! I have a concert tonight!'' Harry. He's so angry, I told you he hates me. I nodded softly. ''Niamh shh!'' She screamed again. ''Niamh I'm sorry.'' The tour bus came to a stop, and I looked out the window, we were at the hotel. It didn't look busy outside so I picked up Niamh and my purse. I pushed Harry away a little to hard for his still sleepy body. Niamh was still screaming and crying and tears still left my eyes.

''Can you watch Snowflake?'' I whispered to Liam, he nodded. I walked out of the tour bus, some fans saw me and ran towards me, but when they saw my tears and heard Niamh's screams and cries they walked away again. Thankfull I walked to a park. I finally got Niamh calmed down. She still cried, but her screams had stopped. Luckily. I sat down on a random bench. I heard dogs behind me, familair barks. Snowflake, Loki and Hatchi. I turned around and saw Zayn and Liam with of course bodyguards and the dogs. Liam let go of Snowflake and he ran to us. ''Hi Snow.'' I said, trying to sound happy and excited.

He jumped and ran into circles while I took his leash in my hand. Liam and Zayn sat down while we let all 3 of the dogs run free. ''So..'' ''So.'' ''How are you doing Belle?'' ''I'm fine.'' ''No you're not.'' ''Okay I feel horrible, awful everything.'' I mumble.

''Why?''

''Well, because Eleanor ruined practically everything.'' I mumbled. ''I think you already did that yourself.'' her voice said behind me. I stood up, I pushed Niamh in Zayn's arms, not to hard obviously. I turned around and faced Eleanor, Louis, Niall and Harry. Great. I crossed my arms in front of my chest, just like she did. ''Well, I'm not the one who kissed and played two boys, am I?'' ''Eleanor I admit, I felt something for Justin at first, but it all ended up as nothing.'' ''Oh yeah? Well you kissed him!''

''Eleanor, the night I spend with Justin because he was depressed. The night Harry took it upon himself to take care of my daughter, was the last time I felt something for Justin.'' I said. ''Why the hell did you kiss him then?!'' She snapped ''He kissed me!'' ''You probably kissed him back!'' ''Yes I did, but I'll tell you something! I DON'T BELONG TO HARRY! I DON'T BELONG TO ANYONE! UNDERSTAND?!'' She shut up, taken aback. And I was a little taken aback myself. What did I just say?!

''Belle!'' a happy voice, my ex boyfriend. My face turned into a horror expression. Rick. ''Hello hawt-e.'' Rick said I stepped back, scared and almost tripped over the bench. ''How are you doing sweetheart.'' ''Rick go away.'' I said, ''What can't I see my half-sister?'' ''What are you talking about?!'' Everyone behind me looked confused. ''Niamh.'' I started crying. ''ASSHOLE!'' ''Excuse me, what do you mean?'' Liam asked. ''Oh, well I'm not sure if you know who is Niamh's dad?'' Rick asked the boys. ''Niamh doesn't have a dad Rick! I told you I got blindfolded and then it all went wrong!'' I said. ''My dad raped Belle.'' Rick said, ignoring me. I was shocked and kicked him were it hurts most.

''Belle!'' Harry said. ''What?!'' I snapped. He looked even more angry at me. ''You have another hook-up?! So who's best? Rick, Justin or me?'' I was shocked. I let the tears stream without a shame. Louise then walked out of the bus, I think to come get us and saw Rick standing up. ''BELLE! IT'S RICK!'' She yelled worried and ran to me. I nodded. ''So,'' I turned around and looked at Rick, ''What do you want?'' I asked. Louise finally reached us and stepped in front of me. ''Get away from her.'' ''Oh and a little girl like you is gonna tell me that?!'' ''Oh yes she is.'' Louise answered. Rick pushed her on the ground and Niall rushed to help her. ''Don't touch her!'' I yelled and slapped him across the face. ''YOU LITTLE B*TCH!'' he shouted and punched me in the stomach. I choked on my breath and cried out in pain.

''What do you want from her?!'' Liam asked angry. ''I want her back, and what I want-..'' Harry cut him off, ''You can have her we don't need her.'' He said and turned around walking back to the tour bus, well that hurt SO much it made me scream out. I screamed and cried. As I sat on the floor. ''Shh..'' Liam sat down behind me and placed his hands on my shoulders. My hands were on the could floor and so were my knees.

Louis and Niall were busy getting Rick away. Louise went to the tour bus with Eleanor and Niamh, the dogs had followed, I hope. Liam and Zayn helped me up, ''C'mon sweetheart.'' I still cried. Liam helped me to my bunkand laid me down, luckily I was wearing sweatpants and a sweatshirt. ''Can I lift up your shirt.'' I nodded. ''I'm sure she'll love that!'' Harry mumbled from the bunk above me, I kicked it and he groaned. ''Bitch'' ''Ass.'' Liam lifted up my shirt and gasped. ''What?'' I asked. ''Your belly. It's blue.'' ''What?!" ''Shh..'' he said. He touched my lowest ribs. ''Ouch!'' ''I think they're bruised.'' he said. I nodded.

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Two hours later we were in the hotel. I had the penthouse with the boys, Eleanor and Niamh. Snow was sleeping next to me in my kingsized hotelbed. I was watching a movie with a sleeping Niamh in the crib next to me. I watched The Backup Plan. An Icepack on my bruised ribs. My life's horrible.

I sighed and looked at the clock 19.30 pm. The boys would be gone soon. ''Belle, we're going to the show, sleep well.'' Liam said, I nodded and said goodnight. After half an hour Eleanor knocked on the door, ''Belle.. Can we.. talk?'' I nodded.

''I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to be such a bitch! I'm so sorry! I know we would be great friends, I didn't mean to do that, It's just Harry has got me and Louis together and I want to help him now.''

''I understand. I forgive you El.''

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Harry's P.o.V.

We entered the penthouse, the lights were still on everywhere. I sighed and thought about my night routine for the last few weeks.

- Concert.

- Take a shower.

- Brush my teeth.

- Check on Niamh and Belle.

- Listen to dumb love songs.

- Fall asleep.

I went to my bedroom-ensuite (bathroom) I took a shower and brushed my teeth. When I was done I saw Louis just walking out of his. ''Where's El?'' I asked him. ''I don't know.'' He mumbled and walked to Belle's door, it was closed but we could see the lights were still on. Louis knocked on the door, no answer. I opened it and we saw the girls, the tv still on softly.  I walked to the crib were Niamh was peacefully sleeping. I kissed her on the forehead. I then saw Louis sit down on Eleanor's side of the kingsized bed, She was sleeping on her side and her hair covered her face, he carefully woke her up and took her with him to his room.

I sat down next to Belle's sleeping figure, ''Hi kitten.'' I slowly lifted up her shirt, to reveal a huge blue/purple mark. I placed my cold hand on it softly and she hummed. I looked at her face to see a small smile, but still pained expression. I placed my other hand on her cheek. ''I still love you.'' I whispered. ''Harry..'' she mumbled and placed her hand on my forearm. ''Shh...''

''You're the only one I love.'' She mumbled, as her eyes fluttered, probably dreaming about talking to me. ''I'm sorry Harry.'' Her pained expression now overtook her face. ''Shh, I love you'' I whispered now close to her ear, I kissed just beside her ear and stood up slowly, walking back to my own room.

She thought I hated her, but truth is, I could never.