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"Sean im pregnant" I sat on the couch across from my boyfriend of 4 years as I spilled one the biggest secrets I have kept from him. His face scrunched up in disgust.

"Why the hell are you looking like that? You should be happy! We always talked about having kids, and-and we waited long enough, I'm 19 Sean" I could barely talk with him looking at me like that. His eyebrow piercing was now sticking outwards because he was scrunching his eyebrows so damn hard. His mouth damn near touched the ground. He threw his hat on the floor then burried his face in his hands.

I walked over to him and sat on his lap. I rubbed his cheek that now had tears running down it.

"Why are you crying?" I moved my brown hair from my face and tucked it behind my ear.

He pushed me off of his lap and stormed out.

I laid on my side and cried on the living room floor that was once the floor of a happy boyfriend and girlfriends home.

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After 2 hours of crying, I called my bestfriend Nala and asked her to come over. She was lesbian so I knew she wouldn't go back and tell all Sean's homies.

"Sure baby girl" She said right before I hung up the phone.

Not even 5 minutes later, Nala was on my living room floor rocking me as I laid my head on her lap.

"But I dont understand why he acted like this, we were just happy." I cried and wiped my tears on her navy blue sun dress.

"Baby its like a boys instinct. They all react when they baby mama pregnant and end up coming back around"

I cried even harder at Nala's words. I didn't want to just be his baby mama, I wanted to be his fiancé, his everything. Now I guess all I can be is the baby mama

"But Nala, I want to be his Fiancé" I wiped my eyes and grabbed a glass of Chardonay.

"What the fuck you doing Denali?" She slapped the bottle out of my hand and it rolled over on the counter busting inside the sink.

"Drinking my problems away" I said simply.

"Did you not forget the reason Sean left?" I shot her a look and she quickly turned red. Her ass was super light skinned with freckles so she turned easily.

I started crying again.

"Take your crybaby ass to bed." She slapped my ass and walked me to what was once me and Seans bed.

She kissed me on my head and headed towards the door.

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Sean's P.O.V

I only walked out because I was just about to confess about me cheating and getting another girl knocked up.

I walked out the house not knowing where the hell I was going.

I walked back into the house to see a broken Chardonay bottle in the kitchen sink. "What the fuck?" I said to myself.

I ran upstairs to see Denali sleeping quietly.

I walked over to her and kissed her on the cheek.

"Sean?" she said groggily like she had a sore throat.

"Yes baby its me" I said kind of relieved she didn't punch the shit out of me.

"Go to the hall way closet and get a blanket and a pillow for me please." I did as she asked.

"What for? Our covers aint thick enough?"

"No nigga, you sleeping on the couch tonight." She rolled over.

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Denali's P.O.V

I woke up and had a really bad feeling to my stomach. I think I was about to throw up.

I ran to the bathroom and vommited over the toilet. My whole body felt numb. I decided to take a shower to see if that would make it better.

I took a shower and I still felt horrible. I changed into a summer dress with sandles. You could see my baby bump a little. I had hid this from Sean for about 2 months so you could tell by the weight I was gaining.

I walked downstairs and seen Sean sleeping. "Wake yo ug'lass up, we need to talk" I said throwing a pillow at him.

"What the fuck Nali, " He yelled.

"We need to talk"

He sat up making room for me to sit.

" How long have you kept this from me?" He asked getting straight to the point.

"2 months"

"What the hell Denali, You should have told me before I fucked up!" What the hell was he talking about?

"Sean what do you mean?" I asked with tears in my eyes, I was a very emotional girl.

"I got somebody else knocked up" He said studdering.

I was so stunned by this news that I started slapping Sean. "Fuck you and that bitch! We almost had it all! Im having your baby-" He cut me off with the most disgusting words ever.

"How do you know its mine?" How the fuck could he ask me this? I never go out because I know dudes will try to hit on me and Sean is so protective about me. This hurt me to the core and after 4 long, stressful years he pulls some shit like this?

"Get the fuck out!" I yelled.

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The second night this week I have cried my eyes out over Sean. I just never thought in a million years that Sean would do this to me. After I told Nala, she came over fast as hell.

"Nali I wanna fuck him up so bad yoo" She was from Detroit so everything that was conflicted with her turned to violence.

"Ja'Nala no, its not that serious!" I said holding my stomach. The sickness was still there and I was starting to get light headed.

"Babe whats wrong?" Nala rushed to me because I guess it was starting to show. All I remember is Nala trying to give me water.

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