Growing up is scary.
School hasn't prepared me for dealing with life.What will I be? where will I go?
I don't know what to do anymore.
Growing up in a hell hole like this is hard.No one respects,No one wants to help.
But I'm proud of myself.I made it through this far.
Will I be able to hold on? Or will I blow up and end up dead?
Why do people keep forgetting about me? They leave,they get distant from me.Did I deserve it? I believe that in this world,we have to live on our own,so fake friends just go away.
Have I changed? I feel like I did.I use to act like everything is fine,that I'm okay,and now I can't even smile anymore.
And then you.How did I fall for you in such a quick time? and I didn't even get good stuff,nothing.If I could turn back time to the day I saw you,I would turn around and walk away.