Saddest love(kaneki x dying reader)

Lover hold me(kaneki x dying reader)

It was cold and snowing again outside which only pained you to look at because snow was the color of someones hair you loved but, the one you loved had left now where was all your hope of living past your last week.As you washed the dished and swept you couldnt help but silently cry.
"kaneki...I miss you...please come back at least so I could die happy with you by my side"you sniffed only to hear the door shut and there touka was scared and upset at your words
"what did you just say"
you were scared to tell anyone so no one really knew except touka now
"your dying?!No thats...haha funny"
but this was all in seriousness there was no way out of it your damn genetics sadly passed into you.
"touka...its...im coughing up blood..they say they cant do a thing...I only wish I w-"touka tackled you hugging you
"I cant lose another I love so dear"
"I'm sorry...I cant fix this I only have a week...and kaneki has even left...it all is just falling apart..."
you cried and your vision became a blur.As you crued the door opened and touka left and smaked whoever walked in
"(Y/n)..."that sweet tone ringed in your ears and you wiped your eyes to see him of all others it was truly him crying and he rushed to you holding you craddling you in his warm embrace
"K-kaneki..."you clentched to his shirt crying as he stroked your hair rocking you back and fourth
"Im sorry I'm so so sorry"
"Shhh its okay im here dont cry please youll over whelm yourself"
You looked into his gray eyes he creased your face and kissed you the only thing you ever wanted from him before you died
"Kaneki?can we look at the stars as you hold me....please"
He teared
"Yes of coure (y/n)"he picked you up bridal style holding you and carrued you outside.You were in top of a building and he sat down with you in his lap holding you as if you were going to fall through his finger tips
"Kiss me please..."he smiled that after everything that has happened he could still go to you for love and help.He kissed you this time gave more then you expected.His togune entered your mouth dancing around with yours.his sweet taste no matter how many he ate or had a ligering taste of blood didn't bothered you.You looked passed that and only saw the sweet passion that he was giving you.he pulled away and kissed your neck
"Kaneki...when I die...please eat my body so you wont starve"his eyes were filled with terror
"I couldn't do that your my friend...even deeper then that a love..."
You looked at him sadly
"Please kaneki..."he cried holding you
"I couldn't...but...for you if...its...I...I..."he started to sob"I can barely hear your heartbeat...I can sense so little from you...please no(y/n) dont leave me your supposed to have longer than thus"he was right everything blurred and you tried to fight your heavy eyelids from shutting but you couldnt fight death
"Kaneki...please say I love you"
"I DO WITH ALL MY HEART!!!PLEASE NO YOU CANT DIE....pleeease-he whispered in tears- I love you(y/n)"
You smiled
"I love you too...thank you for coming back to me...kaneki..."then nothing moved and died you now lay in his arms just another human eho could love thus ghoul who was treated terribly and no one would bother ask if he needed help but you

-4 YEARS LATER-
Even though you had passed yes but you were un spirt wuth the rest and always laughed and stayed by kanekis side in spirt
Even though physically you couldnt do anything you could still protect your live from the evil that would try and currupt his poor mind and until it was time you waited to greet him at the end of the white light.Together foreber,your love could be strong...no your love Is forever strong

(Sorry if this seemed rushed I dont have much experience with these yet BUT! I shall learn hope y'all enjoy watch me for more random writing peices and fanfic leave I like and a comment of helpful feedback(not mean)or which x reader I should do next^~^ loves to all)