The scream starts from somewhere deep in my body and slowly but violently rips through my body till it forces it's way out of my mouth and I launch out of bed crying and yelling for him. In all the silence after my screams I lay there for a moment and roll to my side reaching out for him. But there's nothing of course there's nothing it's the same nightmare I've had every night since he left...
I'm in a room dark and cold and all I feel is Kay's hands on my back I turn around and see nothing but a light in the distance and I start toward it, when I reach it the sight is terrible it's Kay laying in the tub wrists slit down to his elbows on each side and the tub is stained red with his blood I rush to him but he's lifeless and I've lost him.
This dream doesn't make missing him any easier it makes me worried that I may never see him again but hey I've heard some people say..... Never mind it doesn't matter.
I stare into the darkness trying to slow my breathing down and I look over to the clock 4:39am I leave in two hours to go on my two day search for Kay in Berlin Germany a few hours from where I am now. And I'm praying with every ounce of my body that I find him and fall into his arms.
That's when the phone rings... My heart stops and I quickly grab my phone not taking a minute to even look at the caller ID it doesn't matter anymore it can't be him.
"Hallo?" I answer in a quiet controlled voice.
"You moved in nicely?" Said the person on the other side.
"Yes I did thank you for asking" I say trying to decipher the voice on the other end.
"Don't go to Berlin" the voice says In a breathy tone.
"Whys....." My eyes start to water and it hits me "Kay? Oh my god Kay is that really you?" I say now crying a little louder.
"Marc it is me yes I've missed your voice so much I miss you are you okay?" He says and now that I know I can hear it.
"Where are you Kay?" I ask
"I'll be home soon I promise there was something that I needed to do I'm sorry I didn't want to leave but I couldn't stay in that house without you " he says trying to pace himself from getting excited.
"Kay I need to tell you something I should have said a while ago...." I say trying to fight back tears.
"And what's that Marc?" He questions catching his breath.
"I love you." I say softly and whole heartedly now crying uncontrollably.
"You do? Of course? It make sense why you had me leave why you give the keys back and why that last night together... I love you to Marc and like I said I'll be home soon enough, sleep well Marc goodnight." He says and the phone clicks and he's gone.
He's coming home... I say to myself before finally letting my heavy eyes settle close and fall into a deep sleep.
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Free fall 2
FanfictionMarc and Kay are two police officers with two different stories Marc is a new father who fell in love with partner Kay as Marc's life spirals out of control he must let go of both Kay and his girlfriend Bettina.
