No Pity For A Coward

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*Ben’s P.O.V.*

I turned over in my spot to expect Sierra being there but she wasn’t I could swear I fell asleep next to her last night. I groaned and got up from my spot and dragged my beated and hung-over body to the kitchen and saw everyone but Sierra.

“Where’s Sierra?” I muttered to Danny as I lite a cigarette and leaned against the railing on the porch like always.

“She left with Oliver to go to breakfast” He said taking a drag from my cigarette and handing it back to me,

“What he just get back from tour?” I asked looking at him, wrapping my arms slightly around my body, it was cold and I was only wear boxers and a sweatshirt.

“Basically, he heard about the bar fight she got into came around and took her out to grab a bite; I think Josh is with em too” Danny looked at me kind of funny, and I knew that look from anywhere he still wasn’t over the fact that I gave Sierra bruises on her wrists.

“Come on now, mate don’t give me that fucking look” I sighed,

“She was crying this morning, ya know.”

“Don’t” I warned looking at him, he just sighed and shook his head.

“Ben, you are really hurting her. She’s been telling Krissy ‘I’m trying to not feel anything; I just want to feel nothing at all. But Ben’s different; he’s different’” He went on,

“She has these feelings for you she’s trying to hold in, but you broke her. You tore her walls down, bro” He stopped to take a sip of his coffee before continuing.

“Besides Krissy, you are the only person she ever let cuddle with her, sleep next to her, since she tried to OD. I don’t know what happened but one day you and her just started to get along, whatever that was broke her walls down. She’s like a rockstar she liked to party, ever since we came back she hasn’t even talked about partying.” I sighed and just walked away I didn’t want to hear any more of it, she didn’t have feelings for me; she couldn’t have there was no way. Not after that night, I will never forget that night but there was no way in hell she could have just started to fall for me after that night just no. I need to call the guys up, it’s time to party.

We got into the club and the first place I went to was the bar, it was me and the guys; even Danny was there! First time in a long time, he has actually wanted to party with us. He must have known it was for me, all of them.

“Danny” I heard James say as he whispered into his ear, I followed his looked and saw Sierra on the other side of the bar with Oli and Josh, and some guy.

“Who is that?” I said as I nodded my head toward the guy that had Sierra in his arms.

“That must be Matt, he’s the bass player for You Me At Six” Cameron said, I chugged the rest of my drink and walked over to Sierra. Before I could do any further Danny grabbed my arm, I saw why Matt was kissing Sierra and had his hands on her hips.

“Danny let me go” I growled at him, I couldn’t stand watching Matt have his hands all over Sierra like that.

“Let it go, you are only going to make things worse” He said grabbing me by the back of my neck and dragging me to the back room of the club.

“Danny” I growled at him as he looked around to see if anyone was coming.

“You can’t just walk up to them like that Ben!” he yelled at me, as I was going to say something back I heard people laughing and then Sierra and Matt came into view Matt kissing on the side of Sierra’s neck as they walked back here. Sierra’s eyes grew wide when she saw me, and I was about ready to punch Matt him just kissing on her like that.

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