Hey girl, I have a big suprise for you! He wrote.
What is it??? I wrote back and smiled like an idiot.
"What's the matter, Alina?" Lisa asked.
"Loïc has a big suprise for me... I want to know what it is!!!" I said excited. Lisa smiled and hugged me.
"Call him?!" She said.
"No no no, I don't want to be obtrusive. I will wait for his reply!" I said with a strongly voice.
But in the next moment I smiled again.
It's weird how much I want to know what's the suprise. The last time when I was so excited I was 5 or 6 years old. When I was in that age we went for the first time to the Europa Park here in Germany. I was very very happy and excited and now I feel like this again. To be honest I missed that feeling a lot. The feeling of happiness and excitement at the same time. There is nothing better for me than that!
Maybe I'm just a weird person, but sometimes I think there are others outside this world that think and feel the same like me.**
A few hours later I went home. Lisa could distract me very well, but I was still a little bit sad that there wasn't any answer from Loïc yet.
On the other hand I am sure that he had a lot of things to do so he haven't got time to reply until now and that's okay.
You see, I feel a little bit better now with this thought and in the end I knew that I was right. And I really was!
Before I went to bed I checked my phone for the last time and he really replied. He said that he was very busy and that he is sorry.
Can I call you? I miss your voice. He wrote after his apologize.
Yes! I replied.
And then he called me.
"Alina, can you imagine? I am so happy!" Loïc said and I could hear him smiling.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because I will visit you! Yesterday I booked a hotel and a flight to Hamburg just to see you. I really want to meet you again."
I was speechless and I didn't know what to say. His words flashed me. Did he really say that he'll visit me? Was that an illusion?
"Alina? You still there? Everything okay?"
"Yes, sorry! Yes I am still here. I just don't know what to say. I just... God I am so happy." I said and suddenly a very big smile went on my face and a unknown feeling spread through my stomach. Wow, is this how happiness really feels like? Or is that... maybe... love? I can't define it. All I can say that this was a new feeling for me. Something that I never felt before.
"Darling, I will come in two days. Is it good or is it good?" He asked with a happy voice.
"THAT'S PERFECT!" I screamed accidentally. "Oh sorry, I didn't want to scream."
"No problem. It makes me happy to hear that you're looking forward." He laughed.
"And it makes me happy that you're coming soon." I whispered.We phoned until one of us fell to sleep and that was - of course - me. But I fell to sleep with a good feeling and a smile on my face and I never fell asleep like this before. What a beautiful day...
HERE IS THE NEXT CHAPTER, FINALLY! Hope you like it xx
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My first Love
FanfictionFor me it was always just a fan-being. I had idolized him. I wanted to meet him in real life, because I admired him so much. But when that day came, it ended differently than expected. From my fan-being it all became more than I had ever hoped for. ...