Shattered//poetry

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i never told you how much you meant to me. we're different me and you. Some say opposites attract but i guess we were just so completely different that it didnt work out. in a sence, you're more open than i am and i think the fact that i was more closed up made you feel unappreciated but oh my just because i didnt say it as much didnt mean i didnt love the way your hand grasped mine, im not so sure if they were a perfect fit but i wouldnt even think about replacing your soft hands with someone elses. just because i never told you how much i love your eyes doesnt mean i wasnt mesmerised by the way they held so much emotion. unlike my cold jade ones your coffee eyes held your heart and are the reason i fell in love with the murky brown shade. i may not have told you just how much i loved your soft curly hair. we may have been different but our matching unruly hair drowning with curls was something that was very dear to me. i didnt tell you that you were the best i could have asked for. you thought you werent "masculine" enough and eventhough you may not have gone to the gym everyday for hours on end your cuddly self was just right as it was. i may not have told you but when we had our huge argument and i saw your glassy eyes fighting the droplets of tears it broke my heart. I may not have told you but dont doubt for a second that when i saw you with your new partner it didnt shatter me and dont doubt that i beat myself up for what i had given up so easily. i may not have told you but i loved you. Hell, i still do.
//all the things i never said

n.m