Use Me

Two

It's been three weeks and my apartment is all finished. I met this guy that lives out here in the apartments. He got a three bedroom with his two brothers. I like him a lot he's really sweet. Hasn't pushed me to do anything I don't want to do. We have had sex and that shit be bomb as fuck. We haven't wore a condom a few times. I don't knw when to tell him that he's having a baby by a girl that he just met three weeks ago but chills with everyday and sometimes spend the night with. I was sitting on the couch when my door bell rung so I got up to go see who it was. Some female at my door looking crazy as fuck. I put on my shoes just in case some shit popped off. I opened the door and she smiled looking at me. (Michael in media pic)

"hey is Jeremiah here?" She asked me
"You his girlfriend?" I asked her
"Nah his sister!" She said
"Oh nah I haven't seen him in two days!" I said
"Well when you see that big head let him know that his sister looki-" she started to finished before we both heard a big ass bomb and I ran out side looking around the corner to see Jeremiah laid out on the street getting stomped my like six niggas.

I only had on a tank top and booty shorts. Everyone looking around and not gone help so I rushed into the group trying me best to push them off of him. They all backed away and Justus stared looking at me licking they lips. I looked around and looked at all six of these niggas plus everyone else just watching and not even gone help.

"You know what we do to females like you!" One of them said rubbing my boob kissing on my neck

I sat there and silently cried cause another dude had a gun pointed to me

"Please don't kill me!" I said crying.
"Nigga step any closer to my sister and Ima blow yo brains out!" Terrance said

I smiled finally someone wanna come help me

"Nigga you and what army?" Ole dude said

Cars started to come up the street with niggas hanging out of them.

"Karina move out the way!" Terrance said "KARINA MOVE!" He said

I sat there and looked as the love of my life took his last few breathes. I seen the dudes pull out guns and Terrance ran towards me and pushed me out the way as he fell on top of me. I watched as bullets went flying everywhere and all them niggas was face down on the ground bullets pierced in their heads. I looked as the ambulance started to come and I ran over to Jeremiah I seen if he had a pulse it wasn't much but it had beats to it. I watched as the ambulance pulled up and the people put him on a stretcher. I hoped on the truck before his sister did and I think she was pissed.

"What you doing?" She asked me
"Going to make sure my baby daddy okay!" I said before they closed the doors

I seen when I said baby daddy her little Attitude died down and she started crying. We pulled away from the scene and the police showed up. We arrived to the hospital and I had his blood all over my clothes. They wouldn't even let me back there with him. I had to sit in the fucking wait room. It felt like I had been sitting their for months before they finally wanted to come give me some information.

"Family of Jeremiah!" The doctor said
"That's me!" I said jumping up running to him basically
"He's awake and would like to see you and who ever else is here!" The doctor said to me

I walked with the doctor back to Jeremiah's room. I walked in to see him sitting up watching tv. His face lit up a lil when he seen me but went back to doing what he was doing.

"What you doing here?" He said to me rudely
"Making sure you okay! I been the only one here since yesterday at six!" I said to him smiling
"Who said you had to?" He asked me
"No one I just wanted to be here because I care about you!" I said
"Well don't damn!" He said.

That hurt right there what he said to me. I seen his family as in his two brothers and sisters and some of his niggas he work with.

"you know your a fucking ass hole!" I said starting to form tears. Everyone that was walking in stopped and just listened. "When I seen you laying out there on the ground getting stomped on by six niggas no one else ran out there. I was brave I thought you cared about me so I decided to care about you and help you. I got fucking violated by two niggas while in the process of helping you. I almost got shot in the process of helping you and in the prices of being with you and caring about you I'm bout to have a baby by you. But as soon as I walk in the first thing you say to me is what you doing here? Nigga fuck you. I wish I didn't help your ungrateful ass!" I said now with tears streaming down my eyes. I was officially crying heavy. I rushed out the hospital room and ran to my car locking the door and just crying to my self

I don't understand why every time I start to fall for a guy he always finds a way to hurt me or try to bring my happiness Down. I'm done fuck him fuck every other guy to whether he wanna be in my life or not. I started up my car and drove to the chicken place then to my house to watch love & hip hop and some bomb ass uncle Petes chicken.