The Vampire Issues

***chapter five***

I just never thought that we would ever have that connection. I thought that it might be a dream but if it was i wouldnt have still tasted the taste of his lips. I couldnt beileve this I would never hear the end of it from Ashlee. I woke up in the morning with Alexzander over  me, he kept asking what happened and if he touched me. Why did he even care he didnt want sh*t to do with me?... Maybe he was torn about  his feelings. Im not sure what was wrong with him but he was acting strange. Then i got questioned about it from Ashlee. I hate to be questioned if they want to know everything they might as well spy next time. Its silly to think hes worth my time, you know! I threw on my clothes then went out the front door.I walked slowly as the wind hit my body.It blew through my hair then I saw Sky and Sam together. I peaked across the corner and saw what id thought id never witness. Sky leaned into kiss Sam and he rubbed his cheek an kissed him. This was a big shocker, I cant beileve my eyes. I took a deep breath and walked up to Sky after Sam left. I asked him if I just saw him and Sam kiss.. He didn't even deny it, he straight up told me that he was gay.I could never imagine him gay hes so sweet and all over me. Maybe all  it was a cover up?..He asked me to keep his secret so I did because hes a good guy.

I slowly walked home with Sky and he told me all what he knew about Sam.He actually sounded really nice and caring. Sky deserved someone like that unlike me being mean and cruel.

When we got to my house he kissed me on my cheek and i went up the stairs to my house.When I opened the door to my suprize I saw Dameian on my couch in my livingroom. This was so weird why was he here?..I looked over at Alexzander and he smiled at me and said hello. I sat down next to Ashlee and asked what was happening. I guess they all just wanted to get to know eachother.

Ashlee said'" We just wanted to meet your new boyfriend" as my face got all red.

"hes not my boyfriend guys, he is just a friend!" I yelled and left to go to my room.

I got to my room opened the door and layed on my bed. I dont know why they think that hes my boyfriend. We shared one meaningless kiss and a friends date. Now they think that were gunna gett married and have kids.Well thats if we could, because of him being human I could never mate with him. I knew i could never actual be with him, I had to be with a vampire like myself. Soon  Dameian came in and asked what was wrong with me. I told him nothing,I just didn't like to be embarssed. He said that he had a connection with me on our date and he felt that we should act on our connection. I told him that it was just a date and i don't think i felt any connection. He got reallly mad and got on one knee and asked me to marry him. He said hes never had a connection with anyone like this before. I didn't know what to say so i told him maybe its better just to leave.

Dameians POV

I was thinking about how Shadow would just tell me to leave. I actually felt something and i knew she felt it too. I'd just have to figure out a way to prove it to her.When i got home Dana asked how it went over at Shadow's house. I told her that Shadow is not in love with me. She frowned and said you know you have to get her to fall in love with you. I thought to myself about my mission to find out if Shadow was a vampire or not. See im a vampire slayer and its my sworen promise to earse the vampire existance. I actually did really feel a connection with her when we kissed but i had to keep that promise.Dana pulled me close and kissed me roughly. Dana wasn't actually my sister either she was my partner and she loved me ever since we met.When i kissed Dana though i felt nothing and I think ill never feel anything my whole life. I wanted to make Shadow mine when we kiseed like forreal  but i knew we could never be together. She was a blood sucking creature and i was a slayer.

I slowly walked to my bedrom but when i got in there i saw  Dana laying under the covers naked. I told her to get out and never to do this again but before she left, she showed me a glimpse of her breasts. She was beautiful but i needed a emotional attachment too, not just a physical one. I then layed on my bed when she left and thought about what Shadows porecelin skin un-clothed. She appeared as a goddess but all vampires did on the outside. Although it seemed that way on the out side , on the inside she was a fiend of society.