Secret Affection (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 5: I'm bisexual!

A/N
Hey my little Songbirds. I just wanna say that I have nothing against bisexuals, gays, lesbians, etc. ok? I'm sure Joven doesn't either so please don't take the title of this chapter out of context. It's just voicing his shock.

Jovenshire's POV

I have been sitting on my bed for maybe an hour now and I haven't done anything else but sit there, listening to the pouring rain outside, and thinking about the dream and Sohinki. Why the dreams?
Later I finally decided to get up to go to the living room to watch a movie hoping it would take my mind off things. I stayed in my boxers, not wanting to put the effort into getting dressed, and sat on the couch after putting a movie in. I don't really know what movie I put in and I don't really care either because the only thing I'm thinking about and paying attention to is Sohinki.
I continue to think and not watch the movie until my train of thought is disrupted by my doorbell ringing. I wonder who could be at my house so late at night in the down pouring rain. Forgetting I was only in my boxers I get up and go open the door to see who's there. When I open it I see Sohinki standing there with a worry expression on his face and wearing clothes that have been soaked by the rain. I invite him in with urgency because I didn't want him to get ill. He stands in the entrance of my house staring at me, he was dripping and cold as I shut my front door. I told him that I would go get him a towel and throw some pants on. He nodded his head in agreement as I left to go retrieve a towel from the restroom first. I then went to my room and threw some pajama pants on. As I return I see Sohinki shivering so I hurry over and drap the towel over his wet body. He actually looked adorable all drenched from the rain, I just wanted to cuddle with him to keep him warm even if that does sound weird I don't care. As I'm standing there I get the idea to offer him some of my clothes as his black hoodie and baggy jeans were soaked and clinging to his body, which was actually really cute. I suggest this to him and he accepts politely. I head off to grab some clothes for him. I returned with some older clothes of mine and hand them to him. He told me that he was just going to change right there as we were both male so it wasn't a huge deal. I just shook my head ok in awkwardness. He took his drenched hoodie off and there was no shirt underneath and I saw his chest. Although he didn't have abs it was still pretty nice to see because he's a really skinny person so it wasn't like I saw a fat shirtless man. He then took my old flannel shirt I gave him and put it on. It was rather adorable seeing him in my clothes. Then with some difficulty he removed his pants. Now he was standing in front of me in one of my shirts, still wet, and in his underwear. For some reason I became slightly aroused. He quickly threw on my old jeans that clung to him still but less than his wet jeans. It actually highlighted a nice ass that I didn't know he had. When I finished staring at him like a weirdo I finally asked him what was wrong and why he was there. He had told me that there was something urgent he had to tell me but his phone died and his computer wouldn't work so he began to drive here but his car broke down, afterwards he took the bus and ran the last one block to my house because the bus didn't stop any closer. I was actually really touched that he went through all that trouble just for me. I then told him to come sit with me on the couch that way he didn't have to stand awkwardly in my front entrance and it'd seem a bit more comfortable to tell me what he wanted to tell me. He sat down beside me and began to talk about his feelings, he confessed his confusions about his sexuality, but the thing that stood out most was what he said last, "Joven, I think I have feelings for you." I was shocked at this but I was also kind of happy to hear it because I think I have feelings for him as well. I was filled with confusion but I finally stammered out, "I think I have feelings for you as well." He smiled nervously a little and leaned in closer to my face. A shocked expression crossed my face making him smile a bit more with a blush appearing on his face. Our lips met and my eyes opened in shock but I didn't mind it so I closed my eyes and melted into the kiss. We just sat there making out for a bit but broke away when we needed breath. We both had stupid smiles on our faces and then once we regained breath we began to make out again. I laid down on the couch with Matt still kissing me while doing so. He was now sitting on my chest and leaning down to kiss me passionately. I began to remove my shirt off his body and he broke our kiss to finish taking it off and then we resumed. He then began to remove mine and I quickly and easily took it off and threw it on the floor. We were now laying on my couch shirtless and making out. Our make out session was disrupted though when my phone rang. We both look at it and Matt gets off of me and stands up, putting the borrowed shirt back on. "I'll see you tomorrow I guess." he said happily but awkwardly. I said bye and he kissed me one last time before gathering his wet clothes and leaving. I looked at my phone and it turned out to be Wes. I ignored it and decided to lay down on my couch and go to sleep happily. It turns out I'm bisexual and I like one of my best friends, Matthew Sohinki.