~James POV~
I sat in a pub and took a swig on my beer. This guy sat next to me, about my age.
"Bad night?" He asked sipping his beer carefully, I glared at him.
"Bad life." I mumbled looking down at my beer bottle.
"Same with me... I came out..." The guy said.
"Of all of the hurt? All of the confusion in your life?" I asked, he looked surprised.
"You can say that..." He mumbled looking down. I nodded.
"I wish I could say that." I said.
"I'm Nick." Nick said.
"James..." I said, Nick held out his hand, but I just put the beer up to my lips, and when I saw him I froze. Is he really trying to shake my hand in a bar? I grabbed his hand, and it felt like his hand was as light as a feather. He did not have a firm handshake.
"So, what happened to you in your big mess?" Nick asked taking a sip of his glass.
"Well, I had a girlfriend. She broke up with me... well... she didn't ACTUALLY break up with me. She just made out with my good friend on prom night." I said in shame, I then heard Nick make a little sigh.
"That's bad." Nick said.
"And then I got another girlfriend..." I said and I laughed. "I MET her in HERE!" I said with a drunken laugh.
"Then, I took that girlfriend to my sister's birthday party and my old girlfriend came and made my new girlfriend break up with me." I said with a laugh, my laugh then faded then I furrowed my eyebrows.
"I never had a girlfriend ever since." I said staring at my bottle.
"I dated but, I just was always afraid another woman would hurt me..." I said, then I took a swig of my beer, finishing up my bottle.
"Well..." Nick said his eyes lighting up as he adjusted in his seat. "Can't you see? You don't need women!" Nick said.
"I don't?" I asked.
"No! They just bring you pain!" Nick said.
"They do." I said agreeing with a nod furrowing my eyebrows.
"So say goodbye to women! Fuck you women!" Nick said jumping out of his seat and pumping his fist in the air.
"Fuck you women!" I said.
"You are tired of being used!" Nick said.
"Yes I am!" I agreed.
"So, what do you say..." Nick said in his normal voice sitting back down. "Since women are such a waste of time..." Nick said.
I looked at him in confusion.
"Try men." Nick said putting his hand on my leg. I looked down at my leg, and back up at him, then I looked down at my leg and back up again, again.
"Oh... Nick... Nick..." I said shaking my head with a smile and he sighed and pulled away his hand.
"I'm not gay..." I said.
"When was the last time you had a girlfriend?" Nick asked.
"Well..." I said trying to do the math in my head.
"Last time you got laid?" Nick asked. I sighed.
"Your gay, you just don't know it... and I'm gonna help you find out..." Nick said inching his chair towards me. I looked in his eyes.
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I opened my new flat, tipsy. I stumbled in my flat, and Nick followed behind me and closed the door behind him.
"So... how do we start?" I asked, I never done something like this before.
"The question is..." Nick said strutting towards me, his gayness now showing.
"How do you end it?" He said then slid his hand in my pants. I swallowed hard, I thought about what I was doing. Am I really gay? Nick slipped his hand out of my pants and in the process he caught onto my zipper and zipped it down. Then he unbuttoned my pants and smirked.
"Don't think... just let go..." He whispered in my ear, like he read my mind. My breathe hinched at how close he was to me. I then kissed Nick, and we stood there kissing. Then it got more heated, and he pulled off my shirt and I unbuttoned his, and he threw his shirt off.
I held his hands and led him to my bedroom, and I took off my pants and so did Nick. Nick pushed me onto my bed and then got on top of me. He started to palm me through my boxers, and I closed my eyes. It felt good, I never felt this way towards a guy before.
He palmed harder and harder, until I felt my boxers then get soggy and wet. I sighed of relief, and Nick leaned down and kissed me. He pulled away and straddled me.
"Are you ready?" Nick said, I thought twice again.
"What did I tell you about thinking?" Nick asked. I smirked, and then nodded.
"You are so fucking hot..." Nick said kissing me then I rolled on top of him. I took off my boxers and helped him take off his, then he turned onto his stomach. I put myself inside him and he moaned, he was so loose... I thrusted against him which made Nick moan, and call my name, and I called his name. After a few moments of sex, we found ourselves just laying in my bed.
"I told you, you were gay." Nick said, breaking the silence.
"You were right... I am gay..." I said. Nick smirked and kissed me, I kissed him back. I am gay... I'm gay...
