Doubt at the Ichiba (Sora x Reader x Judar)

Part 5

(Y/N) P.O.V:

There were so many emotions going through my head at that moment. Fear, shock, anger, pain, confusion, and something i've never felt before. His words did something to my heart that I couldn't explain. I didn't know whether the feeling was good or bad. I wanted to return to Sora, but there was something about this Judar person that excited me. Quite honestly his touch felt warm and I kind of wanted him to hold me a bit longer. I shook my head. He tried to kill Sora, I couldn't forgive him, could I?

I lowered my head and avoided his glare. "Why did you kidnap me?" I said softly.

"I dunno, my body just moved on its own," he replied awkwardly.

"oh." I said nervously.

Silence engulfed the forest. Suddenly a strange sound came out of nowhere. I turned to see Judar shushing his stomach, he looked like a child doing that. I giggled, which caused him to quickly turn to me.

"Are you hungry?" i asked.

"Maybe... a little," he replied as a light pink came on to his cheek.

This was the perfect chance, I could convince him to take me to the market, then I could escape back to the Kumo shrine.

"How about we go to the market to get some ingredients?" I asked him hopeful.

He looked at me with suspicion, but eventually gave in. I was so happy, I figured that i could make a break for it, once he let his guard down. Unfortunately he took a hold of my hand and didn't ever let go.

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The market was as full as ever. People were bumping into each other. Goods were being bought and everyone seemed to be having a good time. Instead of being distracted as usual, I constantly looked for my blacked haired childhood friend. I came up to the market lady's stand. She smiled as i approached. I began picking some of the vegetables when she asked,

"The middle Kumo isn't with you today?"

I began to laugh nervously, I couldn't just tell her what was really going on. so I said the first thing that came to mind.

"Oh not today, my cousin came."

"C-cousin?!" Judar asked shocked.

I elbowed his side, and i cringed, hoping he wouldn't get upset, but to my surprise he just held his side in silence.

The market lady just smiled.

After obtaining the nicest vegetables, we went to my home. He scanned the area to made sure no one was near the kumo shrine or my house. When he was sure we wouldn't run into anyone, we went inside. Once there I began to cook for Judar. I actually worked quite hard on his dish. I took my time made sure it was perfect. I placed it in front of him expecting him to be very grateful, but instead he just looked at it with disgust.

"I am not eating this."

"But I worked hard on it! We went to the market! And came all the way to my home just for nothing!" This was outrageous.

All he did was shrug his shoulders casually.

"Ugh!" Why did I even do this? It was a complete waste! I couldn't escape and I worked long and hard for nothing! This boy was driving me crazy!

He started to laugh at my anger, which caused my temper to rise. Judar was mean, cruel, insensitive and sarcastic. He was a terrible person. But then why his touch excite me? Why did that kiss make me feel ecstatic. Why did he make me doubt all my former thoughts and feelings. Everything about him was wrong but I still had a desire to have his love. No! He was ruining my life. I don't want him. "I hate you."

There was a pause before a smirk came across his face. "Are you sure about that?"He took slow steps toward me and I froze not knowing what to do. His eyes meet mine and before I knew he had pushed me against the kitchen wall.

"What are you doing?!"

"Making you doubt all your feelings," he said before roughly placing his lips on mine. I didn't move at first. I knew that this was wrong. The way he held my face shouldn't have excited me. His soft lips shouldn't have made me want more. Nor I should have this strange and wonderful feeling in my heart. Slowly everything wrong about the kiss faded away and I began to move my lips in sync with his. I felt something new and exhilerating. Judar's kiss gave me the rush I had never experienced.

He pulled away and gave us both time to catch our breath. Somehow even the sound of his breathing thrilled me. We let our foreheads touch and he moved his hand to my waist. "Do you hate me, now?" He asked with a satisfied smile.

Then the guilt hit. I still felt something for Sora. He was my best friend and the only one who ever truly cared about me. He was always there for me and that would never change. I knew I felt more towards him. What me and Sora had was a deep and strong love. I couldn't shake the idea that I hurt and betrayed him by kissing the man he hates.

"I'm sorry," I said softly. Then I dramatically stormed out of the house. I headed to the one place I knew I'd be at peace: The Kumo Shrine.

I stopped inches in front of the shrine, how I could I possible show my face here. Especially after what I'd done. I was about to leave when the cute little racoon, Gerokichi rubbed itself against me.

"Peww," it said.

I picked it up when the little Kumo came running.

"(Y/N)-chan!? Ah ghost!" he yelled as he ran away. I stood there confused.

*Authors Note*

Hey guys it's Kiku here with the new part!!! Exciting!!! Me and my sis are sooooooo sorry for the long break. School had started and we are exchange students this year so we lost track of time. But don't worry! We will make sure we work on Doubt at the Ichiba though. Anyway hope you enjoyed and we'll see you in the next part!

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