I sat on my usual spot, usual spot just days ago. The perfect view where i can clearly see anyone. By that i mean oppa, at this angle i can see him eating the sandwich i left on their table awhile ago
I miss annoying him but i heard them talking about me, when i was about to knock on his house. I dont want him to hate me too. Not him
"So this is your secret hideout" not again. Sigh. I turn to my right seeing a tall guy with snapback seating beside me
"youre still here?" I ask ,ugh way to ruin my emo time chanyeol
"Ofcourse your school loves me, mostly girls if you ask" he said i rolled my eyes and continued watching from afar, by now he finished the sandwich and now drinking the milk. I dont know why but everytime he eats what i cooked or made im so happy. Really happy
"you really love him" he whispered. Ugh
"can you just please answer me chanyeol, why the heck are you here? When did you come up here?" Well im on a brach of a tree seating, i dont even saw him climbing. Psh perks of being a giant
"aw you just called me oppa the other day, why drop the act now? And btw love your hair" and winks, ew
Well i did call him oppa, but thats because i saw the wendy flirting with my oppa. Psh. Sigh. But i know oppa likes girl like wendy since she is his date for the prom
"thanks" i smiled and he smiled back
Chanyeol is my childhood friend. He was the one always waiting for me on the park near are house to help me play, push the swing, carry me to the monkey bars. But he just become a bubble one day, i never saw him again that i cried so hard i thought he left because he hates me , and thats when i met Mark oppa
I saw a boy just sitting on the sidewalk looking at the other kids playing, i was so curious that i stop crying and went to sit next to him
"Hi! You want to play?" I ask as i wipe my tears dry and smiled at him, he looks at me and just shook his head and walk away.
by that time, he said he dont want play but he always sit there, in the sidewalk looking on the playground almost everyday. ofcourse i pester him all the time, but he never accept my offer not until..
" Hey i heard your name is Mark, lets play" i tried again while smiling hoping he said yes. To my shock he smiled just a little bit.
"i cant, but maybe tomorrow" then he leaves while waving his small hands to me. I felt my heart jump for the first time, like my cheeks are warm and i cant stop smiling.
First love as what they said, sigh.
But before i can go to the park the next day, something happened that i forgot about playing with him that day. Starting from then, i never saw him again. We moved far from the playground.
Then my parents enrolled me here, saying its a good school, at first i dont want, cause its too far and i just dont like school.
But as deja vu as it can be. I was standing in front of the room of mg first period class, i saw a guy seating by the window
I know its him
I based it my the fast beating of my heart and the stupid smile appeared on my face after a long time.
